*takas lang toh

i love everyone.. un na un.. chezca don't get frustrated on ur english.. mahaba pa ang pagpasok sa school :D diba?? tas sino ung loser na sabi mo sa blog mo??

this might be the shortest post i've ever made..

GTG gotta run..

i love everyone.. the birthday massacre rules!!! even rasputina.. i love them..

tuesday.. tuesday.. my dear tuesday..

today is a happy and glorious day.. we have no classes.. my 'numero-uno' rival is not home [ he has classes.. :D]

hmmm, i was not able to write anything for more than a week.. i was actually bored today and i have noone to talk to.. luckily.. there's this lovely computer waiting to be used..

i had a blast last friday.. the bands were awesome.. to siesta -- i salute you.. bravo bravo bravo.. :D hahahaha.. i really enjoyed the bandfest for some certain reasons.. monece.. silence.

anyway, i just want to share mackee.. mackee.. mackee.. she loves sugarfree.. and when it was sugarfree's [is an apostrophe necessary there? absolutely no idea..] turn to play -- we ran and ran and we made our way to the front.. mackee has this gooey and dreamy look in her eyes.. she was actually smiling..
it's quite nice, actually.. because after a very long time, she was suddenly quiet and serious.. sometimes i feel awkward talking to her.. anyway, on that glorious bandfest night.. i was just.. happy..

there is chinese invation in the house..! hahahahaha.. we watched [my father, my brother and i] 'curse of the golden flower' yesterday -- my mom was not with us because she has a convention or something.. anyway, it was an ok film.. i actually enjoyed a glimpse of their culture.. the costumes were superb and the story was -- complicated.. i think this is really an ok movie .. i mean, i am not an avid chinese-movie watcher but the story was marvelous.. i actually liked it.. :D

did i mention that my eyes are feeling sore today? i told my mom that i do not understand a word Amy Tan's saying -- so, she bought me a new book -- Chinese Cinderella. the story was awesome and i got too emotional and i cried my heart out -- it was lame, i know.. but, i pity poor adeline meh-yah/yeh-mah.. oh, wu mei.. that's it.. just call her wu mei.. so, as i was saying, i pity her.. her life was miserable because of her bloody step-mother [this is purely my opinion..].. anyway, i also admire her because she became a physician even if she was emotionally incomplete.
finally -- finally.. i can write something about my book report.. whoo.. i thought i'd be dead because it's supposed to be submitted next week and i've no bloody idea what Amy Tan is talking about.. thank you thank you wu mei.. :D

what more? currently, i'm downloading a song by switchblade symphony called wiccan lullaby.. i love those guys.. i salute you! anyway, there are many artists i love that i forgot to include in my friendster account.. like, yeah, switchblade symphony, i killed the prom queen.. bowling for soup, death cab for cutie, new found glory, nine inch nails.. etc.. if ever i foget to mention someone again.. i'll tell you next time i post a new article.. :D

hmmm.. hmmm.. hmm.. the song ringing inside my head for almost two weeks now is 'summer skin' by death cab for cutie [xet.. para akong nag-eendorse.. anoh ba yan??] allow me to sing the first verse:
---squeaky swings and tall grass.. the longest shadow/s ever cast.. the water's warm and children swim.. and we frolicked about in our summer skin..

nice song.. soothing..

i hope that you hope that hope is hoping to hope that there is hope..

get it? one of my many 'sayings'.. whatever..

long live the dame..

wag ka ngang EPAL!

im going to do this in tagalog because im blazing MAD

hoy niccolo!! npaka-epal mo! ang yabang yabang mo! oo -- sige ikaw na ung matalino, ikaw na ung magaling, ikaw na ung paborito -- pero kelangan mo pa ba talagang ipamukha sakin un??? kelangan mo bang ipamukha na tatanga-tanga ako??? eh kung ganon lang pala -- mabuting wag mo na akong kausapin tapos gumawa ka ng sarili mong diskarte sa buhay!! alam mo nman na nbabawasan na ung self-confidence ko dito sa bahay tapos ipapamukha mo pa sakin na ganon!!! ang yabang mo!! bakit -- sino ka ba???? akala mo dahil ikaw ung matalino -- kakaya-kayanin mo lang ako?!! wag mo kong gaganyanin dahil hindi mo alam kung sino ung kinakaaway mo!
palagi ko nlng pinapalagpas tong mga ganito -- tas ikaw??? abusado kang tao ka ah!!! palibhasa alam mo na ikaw ung kakampihan.. palibhasa alam mo na ikaw ung papakinggan.. palibhasa alam mo na ikaw ung FAVORITE nila MOMMY! tapos anong sasabihin mo?? na ako ung nagsimula ng lahat? ako!!? eh walangya ka pala talaga eh! palaging ganon! palagi! isipin mo kaya kung sino ang MADALAS na nagsisimula!! diba -- IKAW??
hintayin mo lang na makagraduate ako. tingnan natin.. sige -- talagang ikaw na ung magaling.. pero hindi mo alam kung ano ung kaya kong gawin



i am so bloody mad.
that imprudent person there that i call 'brother' makes me effing livid. yeah -- i know that i'm not as good as him.. i know that im not ok-looking.. i know that i can't beat his 'intelligence'.. but, can i still have that respect????
counting from 1-10 didn't work out for me.. so i really have to spill it and tell EVERYONE who's reading my blog how infuriated i am this very moment.

if my parents get to read this -- sori nlng kung sobra ung words na ginamit ko. sobra kaya yang anak nyo. palibhasa hindi kyo naniniwala sakin -- palaging ako ung nagsimula.. ganyan nman palagi diba?

ung mga only child jan -- congrats.. ang swerte nyo.. mahalin nyo nlng ung magulang nyo dahil pagnagkaroon kyo ng kahati jan.. mahirap na


im starting to wish that im at school right now. at least -- hindi ako minamaliit ng mga tao dun!!

my friggin' life is headed -- NOWHERE

FRANCEZCA BAJANDI... you are so dead meat! [anoh ung pinaglalagay mo dito sa tagboard ko???? ugh!] anyway, ahem, i am so going to kill Chezca on MONDAY!

lemme see.. what happened today?
------aaaaaah.. we talked about 'dyamante' and 'sunog-baga'!! [xet.. dorilie, kung nbabasa mo toh -- riot!!! nkakatawa tlaga ung dalawang kaha ng sigarilyo pati ung kweba ni dyamante.. mag-shades ka na!].. it's so freakin' hilarious -- especially, if dorilie's the one telling the story! my eyes were brimming with tears after she told me the story.

hmmm.. actually, this cold weather is giving me the creeps..

UNO: i'm alone outside my bedroom
DOS: it reminds me of ghosts
TRES: i'm really creeped out -- now..

CHANGE TOPIC!!!!

sheeeeesh.. when are we going to have our debate? [uy, andi!!] anyway.. so, we're going to have our debate and i'm extremely NERVOUS. i am!!! i mean, i stutter -- the only thing i have is my loud voice. my mega-super-ultra loud voice.
so, what am i going to do?? i can't let dorsx down.. we have to do this!!! go go go!!!

i have nothing to write today -- honestly.. my life is headed nowhere -- and it's f**kin' boring..

good day..

P.S. mag-tag na kayo!!!!

long live the queen