there are other worlds to sing in..

.. all i have to do is find the proper and appropriate tune. :) yes.. i'm back. the old-happy rina :)) well, i realized that it's simply not worth it. you know, the emotional-sad-depressing look i sported the last three days. nyah-uh. yuck. doesn't suit me :))

anyway, i just need to get these gloomy thoughts out of my system and -- i am totally, without an iota of doubt, back! feel free to hug me, ladies, i don't bite :) i mean, honestly, i just realized that, yes, there are other worlds to sing in. and actually, i don't have to think that my world's going to collapse because of a single person who actually doesn't value my worth (HAHA. if, indeed, i'm worth something.. nyaha. cheeky, huh?) anyway, i have friends. and i'm pretty much contented with the way things are right now. i have dorilie, jodie, odessa, probably chezca, and yes, who would forget eryel (who's quite patient with me when i got too "emo" for dorilie and the others. hahaha..) the point is, i am happy. i am talkative. i am naughty.. i am bubbly.. i am a manipulative opportunist. hahahaha. kidding!

*sighs* i love my life. i love my friends. and, i'm loving school again.. to be brutally honest, i want to see you guys tomorrow! i want to hug you and kiss you and tell you that i've missed you so much (HAHAHA. okay, that's a little too much.. then again, one can't quite express her sincerest blissful feeling! cheers for the hormonal-imbalanced dudes! haha!)

i love you. :) i'm hoping to see you guys soon. :)

song: deadeye dick's new age girl

hormonal imbalance

okaaaay. i'm updating my blog since jodie's nice enough to, um, not update my blog. haha. ugh. i feel so weird. really. not the usual weird attacks i have. this time, it's very different. i have a very heavy feeling (it's not because of the weight, fucker) ugh. really. i really, really need to talk to dorilie or jodie or odessa..

sounds dramatic and lame, i know. i don't know if it's because of my post-menstrual disease-whatever. but, really. i feel so weird i haven't talked much for two days! honestly! even my parents noticed. i mean, usually, they would beg me to shut up because my mouth's unstoppable.. but this time, they talked to me and asked me what's wrong because i'm suffering from monosyllabic-tendencies. i couldn't tell them -- they wouldn't understand. hell, i don't even know what's wrong with myself.

i feel so saaaaaaad :( and i don't even know if it's because of the suicidal dcfc song i'm listening to right now. reaaaaally. i feeeeel so saaaaaad. i couldn't even think straight.. anyway, the only thing that made me smile is the fact that i earned 500 pesos today! >:) odessa and i had a bet and, you're quite right, i won! so, extra 500 bucks for me! she should've been scared when i told her i'm betting 500 bucks.. but her pride was unstoppable -- her loss, my gain.. hoooraaaaay! *sigh* yes, the only reason i gave a smile was because of money. so, who's to say that money's not important? really, it's the only important thing in the world. haha. i sound like a greedy scrooge. then again..

i want to talk.

hope to see the three soon (d-o-j :])

song: dcfc's the ice is getting thinner and sum 41's with me.

the bitch is back.

i am baaaack. :) i've missed talking about random stuff. i've missed cursing and ranting about un-rant-able stuff.. i've missed blogging. bigtime!

anyway, so, i'm in the 2nd month of being a senior and, hell, it's already making me feel stressed. the requirements and the quizzes and the homeworks are overflowing. sometimes, i look at my list, take a deep breath and try hard not to sniff and cry.

hmmmm. elective's fun. although our last requirement (the 10-minutes video) caused a lot of fights and brawls :)) seriously. anyway, i appreciate the movie-makers now. making a movie (a documentary.. whatever.. even for 10 minutes!) is a lot of work! seriously. i'm taking a bow to steven spielberg. bravo!

sir dm's homeworks and quizzes are still stressful.
physics is so hard it makes me want to drop put of school.
trigo is even harder! although, i must admit, we're very lucky to have mr. narvaes as our co-ad and trigo teacher :> he's cool. even if his quizzes aren't.
sir talens is back! so, gloria, gloria! =))

ohwell. i'm just trying to update for the month of july.

i'm going to try to post something worthy next time, i'm definitely not in my proper mental whatever right now.. :) cheers.

song: with me by sum 41. i can imagine ed westwick whenever i hear this song. i don't know why.. congratulate me, though. he's only 21!