It's A Long Drive.

A piece of advice: Treasure every second that you’re with your HS friends. ‘Cause, honestly, when you’re in College — all you’ll ever do is wish that you could turn back the time and hold your friends close. College kills. Well, yeah, you meet a lot of great people but your HS friends would always be the one you’ll turn to when you’re worn out.

That's all. Oh, BTW, I have a tumblr account: monkeyculture.tumblr.com.

SONG: Vegas Skies by The Cab.

High School Never Ends.

While everybody's posting all those "I LOVE COLLEGE!", "I LOVE MY LIFE!" tralalas -- I would just like to say that THEY never really enjoyed HS that much. HS is the MOST.. I dunno.. It's the HAPPIEST. Although, I don't want to be a hypocrite here -- Maybe it's the happiest for me since I'm only a Frosh and, OHYEAH, I hate my school. I never asked for College in the first place. I'm so sorry if I'm being a bitch -- I'm just having the awful-est year in my life.

I envy the people who got in to their dream schools.

I envy the people who are just so plain happy with College right now.

Why can't I be like that? Why can't I love UST? Whhhhy? I don't know how many times I've ranted about CollegeBooooHooo's but, yeah, I need an outlet -- and I don't know who I should talk to anymore since EVERYBODY'S enjoying their stupid College Lives now.

I don't have anybody right now. They're all about College. They're all about their stupid new friends. They're all about their posh lives. Somehow, it's just me. It'll always just be me.

SONG: Anne Hathaway's Somebody To Love.

I'll Be There When The Storm Is Through.

It's final -- I am so going to try to ace that DLSU test. Hindi na ako matutulog sa exam. Hindi ko na tutulugan. I promise.

Happy Birthday Yo.

You Won Me Over In No Time At All.

I have a new haircut. Side bangs, baby. But, it's not very obvious since I tuck it under my ear. :)) School sucks. Especially after the whole quiet thingy system. It makes me want to skip the entire remaining semester. I think I'm serious about my decision to switch schools next year. Ayoko na sa UST. Then again, in the first place, ayoko talaga sa UST. I know I'm bitching over UST kahit wala naman silang ginagawa saken. It's because of some, um, personal reasons. Basta. I really want to transfer next year.

I think I had a hard time adjusting this year because I was suddenly in a very different place. New school. New dorm. New people. Are you getting me? If I were living with my family -- I think adjusting would be a piece of cake. But, ohno, I was in a very different place all of a sudden. What would you feel if you were in my shoes? And to think that I don't like the dorm and I don't like the school. See? Are you getting my point? One time, it's kinda awkward 'cause my roommate saw me crying. I told her I miss being with my family. I miss eating homecooked meals. I miss seeing my brother. I miss charging my phone and my iPod in the bedroom.

College was beginning to get fun last, last, last week. But then, the events of last, last week happened and I kinda wished that I'm not in UST after all. If you asked me if I want to transfer to a different school last, last, last week -- I would've slapped you and banged your head on the table and yell, "NO!" Now? I would've looked at you, teary-eyed, and say, "Can I please, please transfer next sem?" That's how BAD it is.

On a different topic, Yam would be celebrating her birthday tomorrow. YAY! FREE FOOD! And, 2 days after that -- Yo would be turning a year older! More free food! But, we'll probably celebrate it on the weekends -- when we're together as a family.

So, yeah, goodbye. I'm off to dry my hair.

SONG: The Gift by Angels And Airwaves.