Cheeseburger Seizure.

I've been craving for a McDo cheeseburger for two weeks now. For two weeks, I had to bite my tongue whenever I see a tarp of the McDo cheeseburger. My mouth gets all watery whenever I think of it. Oh darling Cheeseburger.. You're so near and yet you're so far. You might be saying in your narrow minds, "Why can't she just buy the bloody cheeseburger and save us all from this displeasure of her ranting?" See, Sir, the answer is simple: My parents would bludgeon me to death if I touch a cheeseburger. They're still making me go on a diet. So, I can't look at a cheeseburger.. Let alone touch one, whenever I'm with them. It's a good thing school would be starting on Wednesday.

NOT.

As much as I want to savor the yummy-goodness of McDo's cheeseburger.. I don't want to go to school yet. Yes, yes. I remember weeks ago -- I've been hoping that time would fly so fast because I want to go to school. Indeed, it came. Then it dawned on me that I'm in a new dorm. And, yeah, last year, my dorm experience wasn't fun. Like what I've said, those people there are douchebags who think/s that I'm a piece of crap they can bully. Guess again suckers. Hmmm. Pero, seriously, when you look at them, san ba sila nanggaling? The only sane person there was Krissy. I think I'm going to miss her. Anyway, as I was saying, I have a new dorm. And, kahit gano pa kakapal ang mukha ko, I'm still a little bit nervous. I hope that my new dormmates are better. *crosses fingers*

Another reason why I don't want to go to school yet is my bloody schedule. I HAVE to wake up at 6 in the morning because classes start on 7am. This is my cue to say.. BLOODY HELL. I mean, WTH, I'm not a morning person. I don't know how I managed to survive my HS years with all those early-waking-up habits. But, it's long gone now. How will I face this new SY? Why'd they have to mess up with the schedule anyway? 7am? Seriously? *WTF face*

I'll get used to it, I guess. It doesn't mean that I still want to go to school. I just want to stay with my mommy. I wish she could accompany me on the 1st day of school. I hope she's not very busy come Wednesday.

K. Toodles. Just updating.

Oh yeah, and if you're wondering about that little debate I had on Nicole's debut.. Yep. I went to her 18th birthday celebration. T'was fun. But, it kinda sucks because I had to leave early. Jesus. Anyway, bye.

SONG: DCFC's Soul Meets Body.

The Future's A Blurry Asshole.

I might or might not go to Nicole's debut tomorrow. God knows how much I waaaant to go. Everybody's going! My UST friends are going. Even... is going. See? I'm so going to miss out if I don't go tomorrow. But, the problem is.. I don't have anything to wear. Ugh. That's the dilemma. :| I want to go. Please God. Please let there be a shining black dress that wouldn't make me look dorky. PUH-LEASE. I've reached a very crucial age wherein I must attend the debut of one of my friends.

After Nicole's debut, the next big thing is classes on the.. 15th? Is it the 15th or the 16th? I don't even know. Ok, now that we're talking about school, I just have to say that I am excited. And, at the same time, I am not excited. I can't believe that summer's almost over and I'm going to face the books again. And, well, another dorm, a new one, for that matter. I hope my new dormmates are not douchebags like my former-dormmates. Krissy was the only sane person in my old dorm. Anyway, as I were saying before I rudely interrupted myself, I am excited and not excited. I want to see my friends. But, at the same time, I'm dreading my new schedule. I have to wake up at around 6 so I wouldn't be late for my 7am classes. How very traumatizing. But, being the pragmatic person that I am, I still haven't bought an alarm clock. So, how can I possibly wake up early now? (Note to self: Buy an alarm clock)

I'm ranting again, am I? I have this habit of gnawing my words in. Like, I'm chewing tissue or something. Ugh. Very sorry. I'm just not over debating with myself. Do or do I not want to go to school?

Anyway, I hope I can go to Nicole's debut tomorrow. PLEASE GOD. *crosses fingers* And, please, I hope I can find the perfect dress that wouldn't make me look like an elephant. *crosses fingers again*

SONG: McFly's Obviously. :)