SMTWTS.

So, I watched Arthur with Jodie today.  We tried contacting Odessa and Eryel.  No reply from Eryel and Odessa was stupid enough to check her phone the very same day (I texted her yesterday.  She only checked her phone today.) so, she wasn't able to ask for money and, well, she has no money.  Anyway, OHMYGOD, it was hilarious!  I swear.  You guys should seriously watch it!

 

On something different, my Spanish lessons started yesterday.  Wow, when I was commuting on the way to Instituto, I wasn't as nervous as I expected.  I tried to be chill as a pill!  I acted like commuting everyday is just a normal thing for me but deep inside I was paranoid like fuck.  Oh well, I'm learning!  Swear!  Today, I commuted all the way from Makati to TriNoma.  Beat my guts!  I feel so powerful.  HIHIHI.  And I'm quite proud of myself.  Swear.

Anyway, I had this conversation with my parents and I got really scared.  My dad went to this convention thing and he said that the people responsible for revolutionary drugs stopped making new antibiotics.  Let's get this straight, let's say, I have a fever.  The first medicine my parents would make me drink is paracetamol.  If that doesn't work, I'll switch to something with higher.. I don't know what the term is, but, I'll switch to a higher medicine.  If that higher medicine didn't work, I'll switch to the highest medicine.  (Well, the flow goes a little something like that.  I hope you understand it.  I'll clarify the words with my parents.  Hehe.)  So, can you guys see the problem?  Since they already stopped making new antibiotics, if the highest form of medicine that we are taking right now didn't work..  We're off to fend for ourselves and eventually die.  My dad told me that we're going back to ancient history..  You know, before the invention of penicillin and thousands of people died because of a simple flu or fever, etc.  You get the picture.  I was thinking that this shouldn't happen because we're in the 21st century.  But, dear God, it's happening.  And it frightens the freakin' bejesus out of me.

I just hope that no new incurable sickness would emerge from this millenium.  I know it's impossible, but, let's all shove it to wishful thinking.

Fairy Stories.

That interview up there cracked me up.  Especially the part where Jared asked George if George was flirting with him. :)) He's one helluva guy.   Hmmm.  Am I really obsessed with him?  This obsession scares me sometimes.  But, what the hell.  It's not my fault he's hot and cute and gorgeous and.. GAAAAH!  Must stop whoring over Jared Leto.  Well, not stop, really.  More on, I-must-stop-mentioning-Jared-too-much thing.

I'm blabbering again, am I?  Ugh.  Blame my nervousness.  I am so nervous for tomorrow!  I hope I have a decent Spanish teacher.  I hope he/she would teach clearly.  Or else..  I'm doomed.  Oh God.  Must not have a panic attack.

Ok, fine.  Whatever.  I need to hit the sheets early today so that I wouldn't get all groggy for my adventure tomorrow.  (I'm going to commute alone!  After 5 years of begging..  My dad finally agreed that I should learn how to commute.  Well, at least Instituto isn't very far from the house.  Gosh.  Thinking about it now makes my palms really sweaty.  So nervous!)

Adios! Heehee.

Hitch-hiker.

So, I found out last night hjat 30 Seconds To Mars is coming on July 29. OH MY FUUUUUHREAKIN' GOD! It's a super extra early Christmas present! I'm going to see Jared and Shannon and Tomo play. Well, if my parents allow me to go, that is. Then again, when I found out during dinner time, I squealed and shrieked like a fucking pansy-ass kid. My parents raised their eyebrows and asked me what's going on. I told my parents something, I believe is, coherent.. Or so I think. Which definitely does not explain their "Huh??" and "What?"'s. Then again, I might be stammering and giggling at the same time. They might not have understood anything. Well, anyway, the point is.. I told my parents that 30STM is coming and I really, reaaaaally, really wanna go! When my mom found out that Jared's going to be there, she rolled her eyes. My dad was more understanding. He told me to check what day July 29 is.

God, I hope they would realize that this might be my future husband and allow me to go. This is freakin' Jared Leto we're talking about! Besides, hello, 30 SECONDS TO MARS!! One of the awesome-est bands ever! God.

On a sadder note, my laptop is really dying. And it's killing me. My laptop's been with me for what, 7 years now. It's just so frustrating. All my important files are stored there. My iTunes is in there, for God's sake. I dunno how to save my iTunes.

Oh hell. Whatever. There's a bright side or something out there. Maybe? Hopefully.

High School Never Ends

This wonderful morning, I'm going to share with you guys my HS mixed tape/playlist.  Whenever I listen to these songs, it makes me remember the 4 best years of my entire life.  Well, actually, these were some of the memorable songs I often listen to during HS. Heehee.

• The Mixed Tape - Jack's Mannequin
• Out Through The Curtain - The Hush Sound
• Seventeen Forever - Metro Station
• Snakes On A Plane - Cobra Starship
• The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack
• 1985/Come Back To Texas/The Bitch Song/When We Die - Bowling For Soup
• Mountain - Good Charlotte
• Gone So Young - Amber Pacific
• Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls
• Boys Don't Cry - The Cure
• In My Life/ Eight Days A Week/I Will - The Beatles
• Walking Disaster - Sum 41
• Take You There - Sean Kingston (HELLO IV1!)
• The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars
• Inevitable - Anberlin
• Icarus - Alesana
• Ruby - Kaiser Chiefs
• I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
• Make Damn Sure - Taking Back Sunday
• Helena - My Chemical Romance
• Fourth Drink Instinct - Cute Is What We Aim For 
• 99 Red Balloons - Goldfinger
• Saltwater Room - Owl City (Hi Odessa. HAHAHA.)
• Into Oblivion - Funeral For A Friend

It's a very looooooooong list but that's all I could remember right now.  Hay nako.  I miss HS so much.  ANYWAY, guys, listen to the songs up there. It might change your life.  HAHAHAHA.

Hanging On.

Well, you know what. I love being a woman, girl, lady.. Whatever (somehow) but one thing I hate about being a girl is.. PMS. These past few days I've been biting my family's heads off. I was, am, so irritated with everything. I was snappy and grumpy and freakingly depressed. (This is going to be dramatic. So, if you wanna close this tab, go on.) I feel so alone and I feel that nobody loves me. K. It might be funny but I swear, I was so angry and sad because I feel so unloved. Screw me for being overly dramatic. But, dear God, these are my hormones talking! I feel so crappy. I hate everybody right now. I don't want to see anybody. Or talk to anybody. The people around me don't really care anyway. So, what's the point?

I hate losing friends. So, I always bug the bejesus out of my friends. It's my annoying way of saying that I love them. If I stopped bugging someone (which I stopped doing to you. You sonofabitch) it's because I stopped caring. Honestly, I don't consider you as my friend anymore. I got so tired of reaching out. You always say that you're busy or you don't have the time. Pero wow lang yung mga pictures mo sa Facebook. Kung san san ka nakakarating kasama ang college friends and/or boyfriend mo. Wow.

Anyway, what the hell. I know that people leave. I should've expected this. Fuck you, sonofabitch.

Movie Freak

It's kind of saddening because we still have no househelper.  My hands are getting a little rough and I would never get over this emotional trauma.  HUHUHU.  K.  HAHAHAHAHA.  Anyway, whatever, I'm going to post the movie posters of the movies I want to watch!

There's a whole bunch more but I'll post it some other time.  Gosh.  I'm looking forward to X-Men: First Class and Transformers 3!  I wanna wanna wanna watch it!  I want to watch The Roommate too!  My mom wont let me watch it alone and she doesn't want to watch it with me..  So, I think I might have to wait for the downloadable version.  :))

Anyway, I think Friends With Benefits and No Strings Attached sort of have the same plot.  Which is really funny since Kelso (Ashton Kutcher) used to date Jackie (Mila Kunis) in That 70's Show.  HEHEHE.  I tried so hard to keep that to myself but I was so amused, I just need to let it out. =))

Tickle Me Fancy!

It's a freakin' dog-house day tomorrow. I do not want to go to school. I do not want to return to that freakin' hellhole. Me no likey. I don't want to! :((

Bitch, Please.

So. these past few days, the only guy I'm whoring over is Jared Leto. God, those eyes. I could stare at it all day. His body is so freakin' hotttttttttt.. You would want to lick it. OMG MY HEAAAAAAARRRRT. Anyway, just sayin'. He's one of the guys I'm definitely going to marry. HIHIHI.

God. He's such a sexpot. He's really the star of my fantasies. HIHIHI.

And Then It Hit Me.

Most of the time, you open your eyes and groan. You think, "What the fuck. It's a brand new day. Why couldn't I just die while I was sleeping?" You start to yawn and you think about your awful life. Nothing's going right. Everything you do is wrong. You can't seem to please anybody. You hate your life. Your life is a mess.

You begin to wonder why you're not dead yet. "Why am I even alive? The people around me are a bunch of jerks who hover around me when they need, nay, when they want something. When I'm the one who needs someone to cling on or (shame on this cliche!) when I need a shoulder to lean on, they evaporate. They tell me that I'm such a motherfucking loser who's so emotional that it's making them sick. Well, I'm so sorry for having feelings." You're so unhappy you laugh at the silliest things. People say that your humor is for dim-witted people. What they do not know is that you laugh at the most simple things because you do not know what to do anymore. You can't cry because they judge you. Laughing is the only reason you survive.

But you know what, this is just a phase. One day, you'll wake up, you'll smile.. And you'll realize that you're contented. You don't need anybody who thinks you're not worth it. You don't need someone who can't hold your hand during a frightening roller coaster ride. You don't need anyone else. All you need to do is start believing in yourself and forget those sickening people and their crap. All you need in this life is yourself.

Hmmm. Actually, I don't know why I'm posting this. Well, actually, there are many low-esteemed quotes on Tumblr. And, I dunno. I just want to tell those people out there that they don't need their so-called friends. They could survive on their own. Although, it's really kind of sad that they weren't able to find those true friends that would stay by their side no matter what.

Summer Bummer.

Thank God it's the summer vacation already. I've been waiting for this.. Ever since SY 2010-2011 started. Tomorrow is Death Sentence day. They're going to release the grades. Oh God. Please let me pass in all of my subjects. I don't want to fail anything. If I passed Bio, Phil Hist, Psych, and Stat.. I swear I'm going to study harder next SY. I promise. OMG I promise.

On a different topic, I really want to go to Odessa's house and to Ekay's birthday celebration in Batangas. I hope my dad would see the light and allow me to go to these awesome partaaays. Please God. I'm 19 already. Please let him permit me to go to overnight trips. HUHU.

Oh yeah, did I ever mention that I got my birthday wish/present from my parents? Line, baby. Post-paid line. Now, I could bug everybody without worrying if I still have extra load or not. Bahahaha. It feels sooooo goood.

Now, I'm contemplating about the things I should do with my life. First stop: Nap. Dude, I need to take a nap. My eyes are fluttering like crazy. Mmmm. Ginight. Afternoon. Whatever.