And When I Wake From This Nightmare I Will Dream Reality.

Bloody amazing song. :>

You Just Met Somebody New.

• Yesterday was the Neo-Centennial (?) thing in UST. Spent the day with everyone + Mikee and Nikki Ore - Nicole de Leon. Huhuhu. I miss Nicole! She's the cutest thing ever!
• Went to LaSalle today. Thanks Raia for everything! Kahit nagising namin sya. Still, fail kaya umalis na din lang kami. :))
• Went to National Library. Grabe. Hassle sa muscle! And I'm not even exaggerating! Super init and haba ng lines and.. Dear God.
• Pero kahit ganon, I had fun.  I spent the day with Quimbo and Ekay.  We didn't really do anything but I enjoyed spending the day with them.
• Life in bullets.. Ginaya ko si Jodie.  Hahahahha.
• Omg, I almost forgot! It's my parents' 21st wedding anniversary today! Can't wait to pig out tomorrow. Hihihi.

This picture gets me every fucking time.  Maybe it's because of the recent, well, loss we experienced.  Anyway, I can't imagine life without my parents.  I love them so much.  I don't show it much but, God, I love them more than I love and food (and that's saying something.) Basta. You wont get me. They're the best parents in the world (most of the time) Even if I'm not their favorite, it's okay.  It doesn't change anything, really.  Huhuhu.  Can't picture life without my mom or my poppy.  Huhuhuhu.

I Want A Mom That Would Last Forever.

If there's someone who knows me inside and out, it's probably my mom.  She knows if my anger comes from hunger, PMS, or tantrums lang.  She knows what to do during these kind of situations.  Siguro, somehow, na-spoil ako because she would always make lambing or suyo whenever I'm really angry or annoyed.  The thing is, I don't want her to love my brother more than me.  I'm sorry, I'm a really possessive person.  See, I always need to have someone to reassure me that he/she loves me.  Okaaaaaay.  I don't know why I'm saying all of these things when my only point is..  I miss my mom.  So much.  I miss updating her with all the news I heard from my blockmates, I miss telling her how my crush talked to me..  I miss being with her.  God, I love her so much, I don't know what I would do if she ever leaves me.  So, I have this selfish, well, wish.  I want to die before her.  No, scratch that.  I need to die before her.  I seriously wouldn't know what to do if she's gone.  The only drive and reason I have, I mean, on why I go to school is to make sure that, well, someday, I could repay her.  I mean, if it's possible, maybe I could make her meet Sylvester Stallone. I know that would make her really shit-freaky happy.  I just want her to be happy ALWAYS.  Okay.  So, I need to die before her.  I fucking swear that I couldn't live without her.  I'm sure of that.

God, I fucking babbled away, huh?  I miss my mom.  That's all.  I miss her so fucking much.

And It Wont Make Sense Right Now But You're Still Her Friend.

This is motherfucking hilarious.  Plus, it's a really great song! :))

And You're Cool With Just Being Friends.

When The World Slips You A Jeffrey, Stroke The Furry Wall.

At my Political Dynamics class today, I lost it.  God.  PMS is such a bitch.  Anyway, I was wallowing in self-pity.  I received my quiz paper and I only got 4/50.  And I failed my recitation thing too.  I only got 67.  So, I got really quiet and I realized that, man, I'm not good in anything -- at all.  I suck in school.  I seriously suck in most of my subjects.  I don't know what's going to happen to me after graduation.  I suck in sports.  If you haven't noticed the layers of fat I have, you should seriously have to get your eyes checked.  I'm not  an artist.  I don't even have any talent in music.  Pluuus, mother fucker, I'm motherfucking hideous.  I am not asking anyone for pity or anything...  I'm just stating the facts.  I'm not good in anything.  I mean, that would be okay if I'm gorgeous or attractive or something but I'm not.  Or it could be the other way around, I could be ugly but really, really, really smart.  I'm neither.  I'm a hideous and stupid creature.  No wonder my family prefers my brother.  He's the golden boy.  Why do I even exist.  I mean, seriously.  Why?

God, PMS is such a bitch.  My back hurts, my boobs hurt, I have these weird cramps thing and my moods are so.. annoyingly unstable.  I want to cry out of frustration.

So, anyway, the thing is, even if I'm not PMS-ing, I still believe that I'm not good in anything.  Don't mind me, please dwell on your successes.  It's okay.  :-)

Yay, Super Fun!

Hirap din namang kausap 'no?  Sinabi ko lang na, "Wow, 10 pm na pala." tas nakarating na sa, "Gusto nyo talaga kaming mamatay 'no?" Aba punyeta. Nasaan 'yun sa "WOW, 10 PM NA PALA." tas ngayon, ako 'yung sobrang inconsiderate na tao dahil nairita ako?  WOW.  Tas magtataka ka kung bakit hindi ganong nakikipag-usap sayo?  Eh tuwi namang magsstart ng conversation, in the end, meron ka ng ikinagagalit o kaya nirereklamo o kinicriticize.  Wag ka nalang makipag-usap, okay?  Punyeta.  Feeling nyo ang dali dali lang ng pinag-gagagawa ko dahil palibhasa 'yung magaling nyong anak ang nakikita at naririnig nyong palaging nagkkwento tungkol sa school, ganon.  Hindi nyo man lang naisip na nagkakaproblema ako sa school.  Tas kung magsalita kayo parang alam na alam nyo lahat ng nangyayari sakin.  Ni 1% nga ng problema o pagka-down ko, wala kayong alam eh.  Dapat palaging kayo ang intindihin, ni minsan talaga hindi nyo naisip na nagkakaproblema ako na kelangan ko ng kausap.  Pero dahil ganyan naman palagi, wag nalang.  Kakausapin ko nalang yung sarili ko kesa marinig yung mga "Gusto nyo na talaga kaming mamatay 'no?"

Wag nalang tayong mag-usap lahat ng walang sumasagot at walang naiirita.  

Girl, I Wanna, I Wanna See You Tonight.

I am seriously not a vain person.  I could step out of the house wearing my jammies with my hair flying all around. (I seriously need to start caring about my, uhm, looks) ANYWAY, the thing I'm, well, vain about is my face.  I get annoyed when it's rough and when I have white heads or zits.  Ugh.  Dear Jesus, besides my exceptional humor..  My face is the moneymaker, man.  It's the moneymaker!

OH MY GOD HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M KIDDING!  I want to wring my neck and snap it into two.  HAHAHAHAHA. See, my humor is great, huh?  Lol.  Anyway, the poooooint is.. I don't want my face to look like a mine of pimples and black heads and gross stuff.  I feel so ugly.  Huhuhu.

Plus, omg..  All the stress from school.  I think I've aged a lot since last school year.  I look like a 30 year old now.  HUHUHUHU.  This can not be....  THIS CAN NOT BE.

Oh well.  I can't wait to finish this maddening PolDy shit.  I just want to get it over with.  Hehe.

Nobody Said It Was Easy.

I can't wait to get out of school.  I'm so..  Tired.  I don't know if I'm PMS-ing or what.  Anyway, I hate school.  I just want to read A Clash of Kings all day long.

I'm watching a new series called Last Man Standing.  It's sort-of like Modern Family.  Anyway, it's not really super hilarious but it's okay.   It's really entertaining.

I can't wait for the long weekend ahead.  I need a breaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.  Already.  :))  Hehehe.

Stay On Your Feet For Me.

Super random post.

I don't own any of the pictures.  I just find them fascinating and lovely.

MMMMMMMMMMM.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!  Give me some of that lovin'!