Coca Cola Circa 1964.

Can I just share this? I made this 4 years ago.  I still think it's okay-looking!  Hahahaha!  

retro much? by monkeyculture featuring retro vintage dresses

All Alone.

I'm back on Polyvore!  I'm monkeyculture and monkeyculturerina.  Funny story, I was so irritated because monkeyculture was already taken when I was making a new account (I kept on typing "electromagnetosis" on the username tas the password.  It wont log-in.  So, I just made a new one), so I used monkeyculturerina.  Jodie made me realize that I'm already monkeyculture.  So, ugh, now, I have two accounts.  Cheers.  But, I'm back on monkeyculture!  monkeyculturerina is a fresh start, though.

Classy. by monkeyculture featuring oxford shoes

My latest masterpiece.  Sabi nga ni Jodie, bring back the Polyvore craaaaaze!

Looking Back, How Did We Get Away?

Do you remember, back when 

We fell in love in your best friend’s basement?
Spun the bottle and hoped it will land on you.

Thought we were cool, listening to Zeppelin.
Making out on the Stairway To Heaven

Nowhere to go, so slept out on the roof


But now, we hardly even speak, at all.
Looking back, how did we get away?
I never thought that we’d surrender,
When I was yours and you were mine.
Never regret, no, we learned how to love; 

When we were young, when we were young



Snuck out in your daddy’s ride up

Drive in making love for the first time

Forget the silver screen,
It’s A Wonderful Life.
But now, we hardly even speak at all,
Looking back, how did we get away?

I never thought that we’d surrender
When I was yours and you were mine

Never regret, no, we learned how to love; 

When we were young and still together

No there was nothing left to prove, 

Never regret, no, we learned how to love; 


When we were young and reckless

Dumb and fearless

Fighting in the streets

Will you remember me?

Young forever back then,
Never knew the first love’s the hardest.

I never thought that we’d surrender

When I was yours and you were mine

Never regret, no, we learned how to love; 

When we were young and still together

No, there was nothing left to prove. 

Never regret, no, we learned how to love; 

When we were young

When we were young

When we were young

Can't stop listening to this song.  On loop the whole day.  You know what's weird?  I think I'm crushing on Jess Bowen.  Like, serious, full-blown crush.  -_-  This cannot be.  My lesbian days are over.  But, dear God, when you see her drum (music videos), Jesus, there are no words to describe how HOT she is.  Gaaaaaah.  Whatever.  I know my attraction to her would eventually fade.  Hihihihi.

You Built Up A World Of Magic Because Your Real Life Is Tragic.

I spent the day with Jonah, Nikki, and Ekay.  We went to UST to get the endorsement letters thing.  The snooty lady in the Dean's office told us (Karl and I) to return at around 4 in the afternoon.  The endorsement letters would be ready by that time, she said.  So, we chilled (the 4 of us.  Dunno where Karl went) at Dark Room.  Super chill lang, it was okay.

Anyway, one thing you should know about me is that I run away from my problems or confrontations.  I don't like facing my problems.  I would rather curl up on my bed in a fetal position and count from one to one thousand than face the thing/situation/person that's bothering me.  So, okay, I'm a coward.  I'm not denying it.  See, I'm one of those people who believe that if they ignore their problem/s, it would just go away or evaporate.  Like what I've said a hundred or so blogposts ago, I grew up without any real-life, maddening, complications or dilemmas in my life.  So, what I'm experiencing right now is new to me.  I'm not used to it.  I don't think I would ever get used to it.  Sa totoo, ang pangit lang talaga kasi sobrang nagkapatong-patong.  As in patong-patong and sunod sunod talaga.  I wasn't prepared.  God didn't even send a sign or  a warning, basta nangyari nalang lahat ng sunod-sunod.

I was really, really, really mother-fucking happy last month.  Is this why all of these crappy things are happening right now?  God, seriously, I need a fun-filled 2012.  2011 was such a big farthole to me.  You know that.  You do.

Ugh, fuck it.  Maybe I'll spend the entire summer on my bed, curled up into a fetal position, counting from one to one thousand.

AHHHH YUCK WHY AM I EVEN TALKING LIKE THIS? HAHAHAHAHAHA. Shit, man.  Anyway, I want to finish Clash of Kings tas maybe I could start with Hunger Games na.  Eryel sent me a copy already. Going to read it out of curiousity.  Hehehe.

I Shouldn't Look As Good As I Do.

That, my friend, is an album title by Math And Physics Club.  You should try listening to Jimmy Had A Polaroid. Chill song!

Anyway, a while ago, I was on the phone with my friend, Jonah.  We were talking about books and stories and plots and authors.  I was telling her how I adore Neil Gaiman and that I used to really hero-worship him.  See, he was my idol.  There was this story I made when I was 15 and I was so inspired by Neil Gaiman.  (Click to see story here.)  I was so proud and happy with that story 5 years ago.  When I think about it now..  Did the story make sense?  I don't know about you guys, but I still think it's pretty okay and I accomplished the chilling effect/ending I wanted.  (For someone who was really bored on a rainy day and who didn't want to study for her Religion exam or something, I think it was okay.  Or I'm just really being biased here since I made that nonsensical story.)  HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.  Omg.  You get my point, though, right?

In some ways, I think I lost my writing and reading mojo.  I think the internet and the TV series I watch sucked it from me.  Am I becoming stupid like the people I mock and laugh at?  Dear Jesus, please don't let that happen to me.  I can't be a fat and stupid person at the same time.  I can be fat, okay, I'll take that. (No, actually, I don't want to be fat.  Ugh... Then again, what other option do I have, really?)  But, please, please, please don't let me be a dumb and futile person too.

If not for my wit and beauty...  People wouldn't talk to me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M KIDDING.  Seriously, God.  Please don't let me become a foolish and idiotic person.  Huhuhu.  People already think I'm one but pleeeeease, don't let it happen to me.  I don't want to be like...  HEHEHE.  You know who I'm talking about!