Check out my section's performance for the dance pro SY 2008-2009!
How I miss them.
Speaking of miss, we are going to be fucking reshuffled next semester. How awful and unfair is that?? It's not the student's fault they accepted a lot of applicants and are now having a hard time fitting them inside the building. Fucking assholes. FUCKING ASSHOLES.
IT'S HERE! THEIR NEW SINGLE IS HERE! I can now finally sleep! Just waited for it to be officially released! Wooohooo! Long day ahead tomorrow! Take a look at Zayn! He's just so fucking perfect. Omg!
So you say I’m better off here,
as dry as the shoreline in an ocean of fear.
And so you say that I can’t be alive
Until there is nothing when we’re meeting eyes
Again
And day by day I wander these halls,
And you’re casting a shadow onto every wall.
And all the way you ring in my ear,
from the moment I knew you were leaving me here.
You were leaving me here.
You were leaving me here.
You were leaving me here.
This give and take, this waiting on time
It’s this twisted up memory that I can’t unwind.
These fragile words that fall from my mouth
And I’m crumbling and crowded, but I’ve figured you out.
I've figured you out.
I've figured you out.
I've figured you out.
The shoreline calls the sea
For simple words and company,
But words go on and on,
Till they collide and all is gone.
I dive into the deep—into the sea inside of me
To find another song,
To find a place where I belong.
The shoreline calls the sea
For simple words and company,
But words go on and on,
Till they collide and all is gone.
I dive into the deep—into the sea inside of me
To find another song,
To find a place where I belong.
I dive into the deep—into the sea inside of me
To find another song,
To find a place where I belong.
I really believe that I have a very awesome taste in music. Most people don't like my musical preference, though. I have yet to find the perfect person who would love everything I listen to. Hihihi. But, if you and I have the same taste in music, you would surely listen to this AWESOME, AWESOME playlist!
I've been feeling a little off since yesterday.. Well, since Wednesday, to be honest. My mood swings are driving me insane. I am not happy. I am frustrated and worried and unsure.. But most of all, I think I'm just crazy. The thing that irks me is not something that I should be pondering on or thinking about, it shouldn't be a big deal at all.. But, it freakin' hurts and scares the bejesus out of me. Sometimes I wish my mind could just block it, you know, so that I could carry on with my childish Zayn Malik fantasies. I don't really want to talk about it because, frankly, I'm one of those pathetic people who ignore their problem and believe that it would just take a hike in Alaska or something and leave them alone. I've been like this since I was a kid. This tactic has been very effective for me. Until now.
I just want to graduate and go away, you know? Like, away. Where I know nobody. I wouldn't contact anyone for a year or two. Not my friends, not even my family. I just want to be alone, you know? I just want to go away.
Hi. I'm Rina E. Macaraig and I'm 20 years old. I'm a really loud person, some people can bear with it, some people can't, either way, I don't care, I like being loud so that's that. I love food more than people, if I don't like a person and he or she buys me food, I would like them a tad bit more. I don't like romantic stuff -- it makes me cringe. I get really uncomfortable when people say nice things about me when I'm just in front of them, dear Jesus Christ. I am easily bored, especially when it's school-related, my mind often wanders off unconsciously. I love Indie bands and underground musicians. One Direction is the one, well-known boyband I allow myself to get caught up with. I love reading books. I could drown myself in good music and a good book and just ignore everyone around me. I have a lot of close friends but there're only, like, 2 or 3 who I could really depend on and who I genuinely love. I am irritable and I could lash out on a person when I'm really cranky. That's not something I'm proud of, it's something I've been desperately trying to control. I am generally a HILARIOUS person. Hihihihi. LASTLY, I cannot understand the people who try so hard to be someone they're not in order to please the people around them.
So, that's me. I described who I am. I didn't edit my personality. The things I've said, that's really me and my identity. See, I know some people who try so fucking hard to be someone they are fucking not. They make up their own identity so that they could fit in. Hello? If you're not hilarious, deal with it, okay? If you're not selfless, accept it. Who the fuck are you trying to fool? Why are you desperately trying to be someone else? So, that you would look cool? So, that people would think that you are actually okay to hang out with? What a a fucking hypocrite for saying that you could not understand the people who say stuff to other people in order to build their reputation or image or something. Who the fuck are you kidding? You're just one of them.
Can you please help me understand? I mean, why do you have to try to be someone you're not in order to be accepted or something? Even your beliefs changed because you want to portray yourself as an aloof or uncaring person. What the actual fuck. That's your belief and opinion, you should actually have some originality on that one, you freak.
I can't wait to graduate and get away from these people.
So, I finished Gossip Girl Season 5 today. The beginning of the series, I was getting bored because of the same old story, plot, and twists. I even raised my eyebrows when I found out that Bart Bass is still alive. Jesus Christ, I think that's just too much. I think the scriptwriters are desperately hanging on to a very thin and fragile thread here.. I mean, why is Bart Bass suddenly alive? Suddenly alive! That's just.. Desperate. But, well, as the story progressed, the season finale was kind of.. Okay. It wasn't as good as season one's but it was.. Okay. So, anyway, the only twist I liked was that of Dan and Blair. BUT, BUUUUT, it didn't work out in the end so.. Here I am, left with another Chuck and Blair shit thingy to cling on to until the next and final season, I heard, airs. And, oh yeah, during the season finale? Gabe Saporta had a mini role so that's sort of awesome.
The good thing is the third season of Downton Abbey will be shown in a few.. days/weeks.. So, that's fine right? I can't wait! What's going to happen to Elizabeth? What is going to happen to Elizabeeeeeth?
On a very different topic, my Film groupmates and I had a shoot for the Black Barong Festival at Dapitan Square today. It was fuuuuun! Our lead child actress was really pretty and charming! I hope we win this thing. I think this is a big deal because some of the other contestants even hired, like, legit child actors, you know, from TV shows. Like, real TV shows. But, meh. Whatever. I know our group and our section could wing this thing! Fingers crossed.
(So, this is a post without me mentioning Zayn Malik's gorgeousness or One Direction, huh? Oh, but look at that.. I just did.)
I woke up at 5 am today in order to get ready to go to Mariam's house at 7 am so that I could watch the VMA's and see One Direction! We all squealed and cheered when One Direction won all the categories they were nominated to! I was so proud and.. GOD, I was really yelling and screeching and I got all red and giggly when I saw Zayn Malik! Jesus Christ, he was so hot and gorgeous, I could just eat him all up!
What's more fun than hanging out with your friends? Random and spontaneous trips with your friends, that's what! I spent the whole day third-wheeling with Mariam and Adrian. The plan was that we would go to Bulacan and then Subic. Later on, Yammy texted me and said that we're going to Batangas nalang. Finally, we settled on Tagaytay. We're going to Bag of Beans and, hmmm, I would try their Chicken ala Kiev. Anyway, on the way to Tagaytay, Adrian commented that it would be fun to go to Enchanted Kingdom. Without any hesitations, Yam and I said, "Game ako!"
And that's how we ended up going to Enchanted Kingdom. I love spontaneous trips, you know, when you didn't plan anything and stuff just happens! It's more fun and exciting!
Anyway, so, I rode the Space Shuttle for the first time today. Jesus, I was squealing like a pig and my eyes were closed during the duration of the ride. After the ride, it felt like my legs were made out of jelly or something. I was cursing Mariam for bullying me into riding that cursed thing. Hahahahahaha. Kidding. I enjoyed the ride, to be honest. Mehehe.
We spent a couple of hours in MoA in order to.. dry off. See, we got really wet when we rode the Rio Grande. Stupid water thingy and waves.. I was always the victim! Hahahaha!
It was such a fun day. Hope I could buy my own theme park. Hihihi.
