Nobody's Gonna Tell You How To Live.

Earlier this morning, I was question my decisions in life - whether I made the right decision to stay in Med school or am I just pushing it and it's not really for me. I was on the verge of acceptance that maybe medical school is just a dream, a fantasy, but then, the Anatomy results came out and.. puneta, I passed. I was asking God that if I have a failing grade (MPL was 60! So, I was freaking out like shit because it's 60!) at least let me be 4 points below the MPL. And omg, I got 4 points. 4 points above the MPL! I know it's not much but dude, I passed. I freaking passed.

So, I guess Medicine is for me. I just have to fight hard for it. Laban talaga.

You Can Be Somebody's Everything But You Just Can't Be Mine.

It breaks my heart that some of my most awesome friends can't see their worth - how they deserve nothing but the best, how they are a destination and not a stop-along-the-way. Hay. It just kills me inside, you know? Friends, I wish you could see yourselves through my eyes.

On loop the last six days. Current fave song.