Day 5: A Song That Needs To Be Played Loud.

Four years after first hearing this - I'm still in love with this song!

(It feels like I'm cheating but I can't possibly choose just one song for this category. So, I'm posting another Needs To Be Played Loud song!!)

I hope you enjoy these babes!

Day 4: A Song That Reminds You Of Someone You Would Rather Forget About.

My song for broken relationships (friendships, family relationships, etc.)

Day 3: A Song That Reminds You Of Summer Time.

Well, this one's fairly easy. 

This is my favorite summer song:

Every summer break, I get excited to blast it because YAY it sort of signals the start of summer for me! It also reminds me of Aquamarine. I first heard it there. Lol.

So, I hope you're having an aces summer!

It's my dad's 56th today! He bought palabok first then told us that he'll celebrate when the weather's finally nice and dandy. It was raining really hard earlier today and he didn't want to get stranded and shit. Anyway, cheers!

Day 2: A Song You Like With A Number In The Title.

Rainy nights with starry skies vibes. 

I miss my med school barkada :-(

Day 1. You'll Make Dust From Gold.

To make me update everyday, I've decided to use this 30 Day Music Challenge! It's pretty self-explanatory so I won't go into any more details hihi.

So for Day 1, the song I chose is:

It's kind of melancholic but omg I love this song so much. It makes me think about rainy days. I hope you enjoy it as well! 

Shadows Fill My Mind Up.

Since 2012, I've been joining the Goodreads Reading Challenge. You have to assign a certain number of books that you're supposed to read for the whole year. I've been successful since 2012. I used to, like, promise to read 20 books in a year (then it would be a feat when I surpass that 20 books) but ever since I started in Med School, I usually just promise to read, 5-10 novels a year.

The summer break is treating me quite nicely. I've been drowning myself in books (and I'm glad to say I'm DONE with my Goodreads Reading Challenge 2017! I promised to read 5 and as of this moment, I was able to read 22, not including some novels that I decided to reread.) It's cathartic for me to read because I tend to forget how I'm failing in life. 

I'm just so humiliated for my parents. They are the best and they don't deserve this kind of humiliation. Forget about me, I could take care of myself. I could take all the punches and the hits. It's just that I know most of my parent's friends and colleagues and they could be judgmental as fuck. (Serves me right, huh? I'm quite a judgmental person myself.)

I'm 25 and I haven't achieved anything. When I was a kid, I thought by the time I'm 25 - I'm already ruling the world. Tough luck. Hay nako.

Maybe it's not my time right now but I know (I hope) I could make my parents proud of me someday.

It Hurts Alone But Don't You Worry, I'm Coming Home.

This song is the shizznit. I kid you not.

LIFE IN BULLETS:

• I might change schools. God I was so unlucky with the circumstances handed out to me.
• With that in mind, all frustrations aside, I'm okay. Comparing my reaction from last year's bad news (I didn't attend Church for 2 months because I was so fucking mad), I'm handling things fairly well. I realized that there are some things that I just can't control which leads me to number 3.
• I think my anti-depressants helped my chill as fuck calm nature (and my non-suicidal thoughts), I've been taking anti-depressants the last 7 months and I've been seeing a Psychiatrist. All stigmas aside, it's been of great help! I'm calmer and happier. Seriously. I usually get melancholic feelings from the simplest things but these days.. I'm happier. I even get to kid around when I have bad news at the back of my mind.
• The only sad part (if I do transfer schools) I'll miss my friends so much. But then again, thank god they're clerks already. So, at least, when I'm feeling really nostalgic and down, I could just think that they're really busy (and not dwell on the fact that I'm in a different school.)
• All's good!
• I didn't update last May. It was fun. We went to Bicol! Patrick Torres- BEST HOST EVER.

Will talk more soon when I actually have something to say. Lol.