Ocean Theme lol 😂

Met up with my college lovelies! We're only six 'cause Mariam is in the States? Idk.

Missed these motherfuckers a lot!

I got Jonah's drawing for the exchange gift. Um.. lucky? Lol haha

Heal.

It hurts so much. I've spent the last weeks crying and bawling and I don't think it's going to stop any time soon. I wish the crying would help the pain because, Jesus Christ, I can't emphasize enough how much this is hurting me. I know I've been through a lot but this one, this time, it's really killing me. I wish I could just fly away and leave - but I can't because I have school. 

If you believe in God, or even if you don't, can you please pray for me? I just want the pain to go away.

Cebu, Cebu, Cebu 2018!

National Convention in Cebu from June 14-18, 2018! I just got back from Bangkok then.. the next day, I'm on my way to Cebu lol. I'm the current Luzon Socio-Civic Head so I needed to be there.

Anyway, last time I was in Cebu, I was eight years old! It's been a long time! It was a fun trip with Nikka!

BKK 2018

Bangkok, Thailand with my family &.. UERM Pharma department lol.

It was fun! We stayed in Holiday Inn and we went temple hopping and we ate A LOT.

It was so hot, though!

We Were Only Strangers Cornered In A Dark Room.

The first few months of 2018 was actually.. crap. It was shit. I spent a lot of time crying and shit. And now I have trust issues. I don't know if everything's going to be better but I'm hoping for the best. I mean, I know that if we want things to work out, I should learn how to trust again. Maybe I would. But, eventually. Not now. I don't if I can trust nga completely eh. I'm trying but it's so hard. I get flashbacks and shit and it.. hurts me. It really does.

Pucha I'm a strong, independent woman. Kaya ko talaga. I just didn't expect that I would get hurt like this. And from the person I least expected to do this to me. Haha. It doesn't feel good. It feels really awful. 

So, May palang. I hope the year turns around. Looking for pick me ups and shit. I miss my UERM med friends. I miss big crowds. Hay. Summer please come sooner.

Easy Way Out.

Wow a lot has happened since I last updated this blog. I am now 26 years old and I'm going to be a 2nd year med student soon (OMG CLAIMING IT WAHOO WAHOO!!!!!!!) 

Anyway, I'm updating during lunch break because I bought a new keyboard for my tablet. So I'm happily typing shit. I'm running out of things to say. Haha.

So ayun lang naman. Hehe. Haha. Bye.

I'll update some more later (if I have the time. We actually have a lot of shit to do na because it's the 6th longs and exams are almost near. Hay nako. Tas I'm sure pa I'm not exempted sa other subjects so.. meh. Whatevs. That was never a goal for me in the first place. I just want to go to 2nd year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)