BYE!

I'll be out for a week. I don't know when I'll come back. One thing's for sure, though, I'll be back before the 8th of June. I need some time to think. This one week could clear my mind. Really.

So, goodbye. :)

You could keep the messages coming, though. Or you could text me if it's important.

BTW, it's my 300th post. Hoooray. :)

Life Of A Cheese.

I'm not able to blog properly these days. One reason. Two words: Broken Laptop. There are 2 spare computers in the house but I'm not at ease in using any of the 2. I want my own laptop. :( And I miss it. :( That's also the reason why I barely go online these days. Anyway, ang sabe, baka daw bukas ko na makuha. PLEASE NAMAN.

I bought The Da Vinci Code today. Yeah, I know that it's so yesterday & all. But, quite frankly, I appreciated Dan Brown after watching Angels & Demon's last Thursday. The movie's SUPER DUPER worth it. So, I'm reading The Da Vinci Code today. Actually, after blogging -- I'm off to my bed to slump around & continue reading. HAHA.

Tomorrow's the start of classes of my La Sallista friends. GOODLUCK GEGO, HAZIELLE, LOURDES & FIXI. And to all those other La Sallistas out there. Sorry. Sila kasi yung naalala ko. :)) Anyway, I promised Gego that I would visit her tomorrow -- it totally slipped my mind that it's my mom's birthday. So, I think I have to postpone my visit & DLSU crashing. :)) I promise I'll contact her. :))

I can't eat a lot of food these days. I'll talk more about it tomorrow. I PROMISE. The Book is calling me. HAR HAR.


SONG: Build Me Up Buttercup. :> I like the McFly & Busted version. :D

Shoot.

I am SICK. I'm off to bed this early. For real. I can't stop.. Puking. Bye.

Pretty Lame.

I envy the people who has a picture perfect life.

I envy the people who got in their preferred schools.

I envy the people with beauty & brains.

I envy the people with pretty fantastic bodies.

I envy the people who has their own rooms.

I envy the people with older brothers.

I envy the people who has QWERTY phones.

I envy the people who owns a MacBook.

I envy the people who are so goddamn pretty.

I envy the people who knows how to commute.

I envy the people who're very confident with who they are.

I envy the people who saw DCFC already.

I envy the people who got to hook up with Johnny Depp, Gabe Saporta, & Channing Tatum.

I envy the people who are as tall as oak trees.

I envy the people who are Math Braniacs.

I envy the people who get to wear extra piercings without their parents running down their throats.

I envy the people who would take up Molecular Cell Biology.

I envy the people who get to spend vacation properly with their parents.


My life sucks. Who would want to be Rina?

Then again, I'm a HAPPY pancake, right? I ought to learn to be contented. Honestly. Ohwell. :D

P.S. I love my new layout, don't you?

Nobody Really Knows.

My father is a frustrated chef. For real. Ever since I was a kid, he loves to cook -- even if, well, most of his, er, experiments are not that, well, edible. Anyway, tonight is Italian Night -- where we pretend that we're eating in Sbarro or somewhere Italian Chic. My mom made pizza while he made spaghetti & cooked fried chicken. (Yes. The food's edible. And, honestly, goooood. His cooking skills are improving. HAHA.)

What had me laughing so loud was when he was done cooking the chicken. He was carrying it on a plate.

H: Him
Y: Yo

H: O, eto na. Lumiit sya.
Y: Baka yan yung nainjectionan ng tubig.
H: (seriously) Ewan ko lang. Maliit talaga sya ehh. Sige. Kumain na kayo ng kalapati.

I ROARED WITH LAUGHTER. HAHAHAHA. Kalapati na ang tawag nya sa fried chicken kasi SOBRANG LIIT. Peste. BENTA. Kapag nakita nyo, mapapahalakhak talaga kayo. =))

Ohwell. :>

Let's talk more shit tomorrow. I hope they get to fix my laptop sooner. Sobrang computer-hopping ako dito sa bahay. NPC. No Permanent Computer. Wala naman ako makausap dahil lahat sila nakaharap sa mga computer nila. Jeez.

SONG: John Legend's Everybody Knows.

I Never Thought That I'd Catch This Love Bug Again.

I went to TriNoma today with my mom & we bookshopped. Bought 3 new books.. And guess what, my mom paid 2,500 something pesos na! THREE BOOKS LANG YON HA. If the government taxed the books -- what the hell, mabbankrupt na lahat ng tao. Please lang, mag-isip na nga sila. Books are expensive as it is tas dadagdagan pa nila. C'mon. Super nakakairita! I SWEAR! Ang sugapa na nila! If they taxed the books -- they're making a very grave mistake.

I saw GEGO, HAZIELLE, JAKY, HARRIET, PAMIE.. Well, I talked to them for quite some time. :)) Namimiss ko na sila Gego at Hazielle. SWEAR. And it's very funny pa kasi naka-black ako tas "PUNKISTA" na daw ako. Coincidence lang naman kasi. K. Defensive. :)) Pero, SWEAR, magmula bata ako umiikot lang sa Black, Red, White ang mga damit ko. Yun lang kasi yung gusto ko.. EVER SINCE. Pero at least ngayon, mas nagiging colorful na. :D

I'm blogging in Tagalog again. HAHAHA.

So, anyway, yun lang ang gusto ko iupdate as of now. When my laptop's fixed na at kapag may permanent na ako na nagagamit.. Mas magkakakwenta na siguro ang mga sinasabe ko. PROMISE!

SONG: Jo Bro's Love Bug. LSS-ed lang. :D

Zoom In.

Since yesterday, I just bonded with my brother's PSP. Literal na yun lang ang ginawa ko. :)) Pero I missed playing Harvest Moon kasi. :D

Here are some of the details. K. Proud na proud naman ako sa Farm ko.
Farm Name: Whoddunit (HAHAHAHA. The first one I made was named: PSYCHEDELIC. HAHAHA.)
My Name: Viktor. ;;)
Dog's Name: Chester.
Horse's Name: Sophitia.
Cows: Astinos & Agatha
Sheep: Camilla
Hens: Seraphina, Georgina, Anastasia, Tabitha.

Odiba ang bobongga ng names ng mga alaga ko? :))

And I think my future wife to be would be ELLI. I didn't expect it kaya. Nagulat nalang ako na from Gray -- naging Purple na ang heart nya. Ehh di tinuloy tuloy ko na. >:D As of now, Green na anf heart nya. I just need to find the Blue Feather & maker her heart red tas I could propose & marry her na. Lalala. :D

And. AND. As of this moment, I am still listening to The Moffats. Wow. :o Boyband me kuh-razy! :))

Ohwell. Tomorrow, I'm having a date with my mom. So, I think that my Friday wouldn't be that uneventful.

Got to fly, Viktor's waiting for me. :))

SONG: Obviously it's still Life Is So Short. :>

Why Wont You Take The Chance Before Our Time Has Gone?

I told you about the Two Words yesterday. Seriously. I miss their songs. HAHAHA. Fanatic much? I just think they were very cute before. :)) Besides, I really LOVE the song "If Life Is So Short." Dave's so cute there. :"> =))

Take a look at them through the years:

Why did they have to disband anyway? :| Don't get me wrong, I was not a big fan before. :)) I just appreciate them a lot, that's all. Lalala. Besides, Dave is cuuuute. =))

Peste. Bumoboyband na naman ako. :)) 90's much? :))

SONG: If Life Is So Short by The Moffats. :D

Love Is A Word That Explains How I Feel For You.

If life is so short, why wont you let me love you before we run out of time? If love is so strong, why wont you take the chance before our time has gone?



Two words: The. Moffats.

The Moffats.



'Nuff said. :>

Yes, Bozo, You Could Make Her Happy!

I was reading some lines & watching some clips from GGS2. Mygahd.

B: Maybe you just want me to be as unhappy as you are.
C: I would never wish (?) that on anyone. I want you to be happy.
B: Then look down deep.. Into the soul I know you have. And tell me if what you feel for me is real, or if it’s just a game. If it’s real, we’ll figure it out.. All of us. And if it's not.. Then please Chuck, just let me go..
C: It's just a game. I hate to lose. You're free to go.
B: Thank you *goes out*
S: *enters* Chuck, why did you just do that?
C: Because I love her.. And I can't make her happy.

I think Chuck's a martyr (and an idiotic one, for that matter) for doing that because it's his perfect opportunity to be HAPPY. How could Chuck think that he's not fit to be with Blair?  They're perfect for each other!  OMG, what's wrong with him?  The drama, the shitty-shitty sweety-sweety stuff?  If he really wants Blair, even if it's selfish, he should just go pursue her!  He should stop thinking about not being able to make her happy, blah, blah, blah.  Idiots.

Jesus Christ. I need to buy GGS2's DVD already. I need to finish it! I'm stuck in Episode 8! Ages ago, I was advanced. Now, I'm TOO LATE. :|

SONG: Still Cobra Starship & Leighton Meester's Good Girls Go Bad.

I Make Them Good Girls Go Bad.

"Scarlet, before you go through with this, I want to remind you of September 7, 1988. It was the first time that I saw you. You were reading less than zero. You were wearing a Guns and Roses T-Shirt. I’d never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you, or I’ll die. And then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance and I felt so peaceful and safe because I knew that no matter what happens, from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad, because I had you. And then I grew up and lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you think you have to do this today, but I don’t want you to. I guess if I love you, I should let you move on."
- Mike/Mark O'Donnell; 17 Again.

That line made me sob. Go ask Jodie, I was crying so hard inside the theatre -- she was laughing.

It's incredible how some people feel that kind of thing, huh? Simply marvelous. It's like a magic show -- where everything is possible, glamorous, & brilliant.

.. And it doesn't even matter that I suck 'cause, honestly, s/he sucks more than me. Come July, I've experienced a year of total struggle. Tsk tsk. But, what I'm going through right now? I'm good. :> I AM good. I could keep up. I could do this. I just need to focus. :>

Happy Mom's Day to all the mother's out there. :)

SONG: Still Good Girls Go Bad. :">

She Was So Shy 'Till I Drove Her Wild.

Magtatagalog ako. Kasi, walalang. Sabe saken ng tatay ko, dapat daw manuod na ako ng mga Tagalog Movies & I should start reading Tagalog books na daw kasi parang antanga tanga ko sa Pinoy. K. :)) Parang hindi nya matanggap na nag-77 at nag-79 ako sa Pinoy ehh. I-enhance daw ang Tagalog Skills.  In my defense, feeling ko naman magaling talaga ako mag-tagalog (HELLO, proud Filipino, right here! OK HAHAHAHAHAHA!) pero sobrang, SOBRANG, lalim magbigay ng mga Tagalog words nila Ms. Gino at Mrs. Dacutan.  MAHIRAP TALAGA, promise!  Sige. Kaya I'm blogging in Tagalog! :D

Ano ba ang magandang ikwento ngayon? Hmm. Kahapon, nasa TriNoma kame ni Mommy. Oo. Universal Mall na talaga sya. Nakita ko si Sandra. =)) Hahaha. Pero sandali ko lang naman nakausap. Hmm. Nanuod kame ulet ng X-Men Origins. I forced my mom to watch it. Again. =)) Oo kasi naaadik na naman ako kay Hugh Jackman. Ang HOTT nya sa Van Helsing. Hay nako. You should watch it -- so mouth watering. :"> K. Lumandi ehh. =)) Pero swear. Ang swerte ni Ava dahil nakakasabit sabit sya sa super muscular & hott shoulders ng tatay nya. :"> Haaaay. Nang nasa LandMark ako, medyo natteary-eyed pa ako kay Pauiie. Grabe. Mahal ko talaga ang bruha na 'yun. K. Kami nalang ang nagkakaintindihan. =))

Today, pitong oras na ako nakikinig ng "Good Girls Go Bad" ng Cobra Starship feat. Leighton Meester. OMG. Super AWESOME song. I love Gabe & I love Leighton! Couldn't it be more PERFECT? Alam nyo, kapag naging sila -- feeling ko magtatatalon ako dito sa bahay. Pero si Carter Baizen (K. Nakalimutan ko kasi ang name.. Pero "Stan" ang surname nya diba?") kasi ang boyfriend ni Leighton -- so, katanggap tanggap na din. HAHAHA. Grabe. Ang ganda ganda talaga. K. Hindi na alam kung yung kanta ang sinasabe o si Leighton ehh. =))

Tapos, I painted my nails Midnight Blue. Ano ba 'yan. Umaarte na ako. =)) HAHAHA. Feeling ko nahahawa na kasi ako kila Ampy & Odessa. Although, si Odessa, hindi nagnnail polish. :D Pwede kaya sa UST ang naka-nail polish? Hmmm.

I almost forgot, my mom & I found a dorm na near UST! :D Wala na akong problema kapag may classes ako ng 7PM. Ayoko na kasi ng hatid-sundo kaya sabe ko gusto ko mag-commute. Ehh sabe nila ang layo pa daw ng Makati ehh pano na daw kapag may 7PM classes ako. Kaya ayun, tumingin na kame ng dorm. May dorm-mate na nga ako ehh. Although I don't know her name pa. Peste. Naeexcite ako na medyo kinakabahan. Hindi ko alam. Basta. Sana maka-survive ako ng college. Wooo!

Naks. May improvement. Mantakin nyo yun! Magaling Rina, magaling! K. =))

MALAPIT NA ANG BDAY NI MONS! :>

SONG: Is it obvious? Ang ganda ganda ng Good Girls Go Bad! :">

Normalcy. At Least.

This has got to be one of the best poems in the world. It's written by Emily Dickinson. Generally, it talks about a journey or something -- about finding out new things or persons.. The likes. (Or is it just my interpretation? Hmm.) Hell, you could figure it out by yourself. Read it. It's something worth thinking over.

"I Measure Every Grief I Meet"
-Emily Dickinson

I measure every Grief I meet
With narrow, probing, Eyes –
I wonder if It weighs like Mine –
Or has an Easier size.

I wonder if They bore it long –
Or did it just begin –
I could not tell the Date of Mine –
It feels so old a pain –

I wonder if it hurts to live –
And if They have to try –
And whether – could They choose between –
It would not be – to die –

I note that Some – gone patient long –
At length, renew their smile –
An imitation of a Light
That has so little Oil –

I wonder if when Years have piled –
Some Thousands – on the Harm –
That hurt them early – such a lapse
Could give them any Balm –

Or would they go on aching still
Through Centuries of Nerve –
Enlightened to a larger Pain –
In Contrast with the Love –

The Grieved – are many – I am told –
There is the various Cause –
Death – is but one – and comes but once –
And only nails the eyes –

There's Grief of Want – and grief of Cold –
A sort they call "Despair" –
There's Banishment from native Eyes –
In Sight of Native Air –

And though I may not guess the kind –
Correctly – yet to me
A piercing Comfort it affords
In passing Calvary –

To note the fashions – of the Cross –
And how they're mostly worn –
Still fascinated to presume
That Some – are like My Own –

It's a great poem, right? The minute I read it -- I LOVED it. *sighs* Some people really have the talent to make stuff like that. Her "Hope Is The Thing With Feathers" poem is AWESOME too. If you know what I'm saying..

So, 'till tomorrow then? K? :)

I'll update more stuff tomorrow. I promise. I just feel like sharing one of the best poems in the world (In my opinion.) :D

She'll Unease You.

Mygahd. I just love that song. Thanks to Pipi, though. She was the one who made me realize that this song is worth listening to. :)) At first, I would just hear it from my father who would swagger his butt, playing the electric guitar while singing his random playlist. Pipi told me to listen to this certain song. HIHIHI. I finally appreciated it. :> Well.

BTW, don't mind my previous post. It's not something EMO. I got LSS-ed with a song. I'm not telling what song & who the artist is. You guys are going to laugh at me. Although, come to think of it, we're in the 21st century & you could easily google the lyrics.. Then, you'll find out how gay I am. :)) Goodluck with that. :D Hmm, I did try googling it -- No, it's NOT the title of the song. It's a LINE from a song. And, I'm definitely not telling. :> Hint? Color. :D

What a random day. It's not even worth rewinding. Jesus. What's wrong with me.

Anyway, I'm still not in the mood to blab about anything. I just want to type, type, & type. Silly as it seems -- I miss school. At least I could see other people there. I'm ass-bored. I miss review days. :|

SONG: Kim Carnes' Bette Davis Eyes.

I'll Be Damned, Then.

It's been hard enough for me, getting over you.






JESUS F. CHRISTTTTTTTTT, if you don't know this song!  I feel sorry for you!  HAHAHAHAHA!

The World Has Its Shine.

Sleeping is the only way out. I suggest everybody should do it.

Your good-for-nothing brain would be glad.

You wouldn't have to face anything.
Well, for the next, what, 8 hours that your eyes are closed & you're dreaming heavily.

Goodbye World. I would try to embrace the beauty of a warm & cozy slumber.

SONG: The World Has Its Shine by Cobra Starship. THANK YOU AVERY FOR THE TIP. It IS a wonderful & uber sweet song.

Shaving Your Armpits Could Ruin Your Chances Of Wearing A Skimpy Bikini.

.. Not that I have any plans of wearing a skimpy bikini in a beach. NEVER. My too conservative soul wouldn't take it. Anyway, I heard in a commercial that shaving could darken your underarms (For real?) If you do that, you wouldn't be able to throw your hands up in the air while wearing a sleeveless top.. And, yeaaah, you wouldn't be able to wear a bikini. Tsk tsk. So, my proposal? Plucking. BUT, if you pluck -- you'll have chicken skin. Ew. You wouldn't want to have that. Hmm. Waxing? Ohhhh. The pain, it has no name! How about those laser stuff? Ooops. It's not really tested yet.

So, I guess you'll just have to stick with your bushy & Rapunzel-like hairpits. In the end, I wouldn't be amazed if you could braid it or make an Afro out of it. Coolness. :))

OMG. This update has no sense. Insane randomness! :)) The beauty of being bored. :> It makes you think about, um, unusual stuff.

So, 'till tomorrow then.

Ciao. :>

P.S. If I were you, I wouldn't follow my advice.. Waxing is the safest, though.. I think..? :))

Matt 101.

If he's one of the reasons Matt-ematics was invented -- I think I would ace Math. Too bad he wasn't.

Anyway, I am so frigginly addicted to this boy. Ohlala! I'm boy-whoring again. Aren't you just PROUD? World, meet MATT PROKOP. The reason why I'm on a bloom today. The reason why I stay up late & wake up early. One word: STALK. Ohwell. I really think he's hott. If he was a girl -- I would definitely, DEFINITELY.. Nevermind. Your virgin & innocent minds wouldn't keep up. HAHAHA.



And do you know the BEST part of this Immoral Fantasy? ;;) He's only a year older than me. :> It's such an improvement. I mean, c'mon, I used to daydream about guys thrice my age! HIHIHI. Maybe I'm beginning to appreciate the young-celebrity-male species out there. Nice work, Rina! :>

Maybe I could make another post later, huh? We'll see.

Support Saporta!

I couldn't think of another title. HAHAHA. OMG. I'm so happy right now. I don't even have any inkling idea why & how. I'm just grinning like a maniac here.

Eryel's birthday is NEAR! One more night & it's already her 17th! Naks. Tumatanda na lahat ng tao ahh! :))

I promise that I would update again later. :D It's time to shut up now. :D

SONG: Still Gabe Saporta & Cobra Starship's Guilty Pleasure.

The Different Faces Of Insanity.

So, at the end of the day, it's always just us. :> I love you guys. :D Bulacan & EK, here we come!

SONG: Cobra Starship's Guilty Pleasure. This is Yo's favorite Cobra Starship song.

I Never Wanted You To Leave.

Some people have all the luck.


... Others strive to have what others are just throwing away.


How can life be more unfair?

'Nuff said.

I want to watch What I Like About You. I wonder, where can I buy the set? Hmm. Hahaha.

I have another blog: EDITED: May 5, 2009; 7.18PM Oooops. You had your chance. Now, drop it.

Although, I think that I would use it for more melodramatic reasons. HAHA. My electromagnetosis should be a HAPPY blog. K? :)) Since, I'm feeling elated right now (And I hope I would stay this way for a LONG TIME..) My recent posts are happy :)

SONG: June by The City.

Five On The Floor.

Magtatagalog ako dahil this post is worth tagalog-ing for. HAHA.

Nag TriNoma ako yesterday with Jodie, Ampy, Eryel, & Odessa! I'm still uploading the pics, though. Anyway, SUPER FUN. Super namiss ko sila ng sobra. :)) Nagcommute kame nila Odessa & Eryel. Naka-2 na jeep kami from Odessa's house to Tri! YAY! K. Pinagtatawanan nila kasi ang ignorante ko daw magcommute. HAHA. At least natututo na ako. :)) Dumating kame sa Tri ng mga 10.30, ganon. Tas umikot-ikot muna kaming tatlo. Tas nagpunta kame sa Landmark para iwan 'yung 2 na payong ni Odessa. :)) Tas naghanap kame ng kung anu-ano na parang pwedeng ibigay na gift ni Eryel sa ate nya. Tas wala kameng nakita.. Ayun, sabe ko, The Face Shop muna kame kasi kelangan ko ng nail polish. So, nagpunta kame tas tumingin na din si Eryel ng pwede ngang ibigay sa ate nya -- wala ata syang nagustuhan ehh. :)) Bumili ako ng Hot Pink at Dark Blue na nail polish. Tas si Odessa, bumili ng Yellow.

Tas umikot pa ulet kame dahil super hinihintay na namen sila Jodie & Ampy. Ano ba 'yun. Ang tagal tagal! K. :)) Eh nagutom na ako. Bumili muna ako ng hotdog sa Smokey's. Si Eryel, natakam, bumili na din. :)) Nakita ni Odessa 'yung mga animals na umiikot-ikot. Tas sabe nya natry na daw nya yun. HAHAHA. Pesteng 'yan. Gusto kong itry kaso parang nakakahiya. HAHAHAHA. Tas nagpunta kame sa "FOUNTAIN". Hindi ko alam kung baket fountain ang tawag ni Eryel dun ehh mukha naman syang arena. HAHAHA. Muntik na tuloy mawala si Jodie dahil akala nya 'yung fountain sa labas ang tinutukoy namen. :)) Pero nagkakitaan na din. So, si Ampy nalang ang wala. Grabe ha. Antagal tagal. Nagkwentuhan muna kame tas nagpunta kame sa Pop Culture. Nakakita si Eryel ng shorts kaso unsure naman sya sa size ng ate nya.. Tas nangungulit ako na super nauuhaw na ako kaya pinagbigyan na nila ako bumili ng drink para matahimik na ako. HAHAHA.

Nang nasa foodcourt na kame, nagtext na si Ampy na malapit na sya. Sabe ko punta nalang syang Taco Bell dahil andun kame. Peste, ang totoo ehh nasa Food Court pa kame.. Papunta palang kame ng Taco Bell. :)) So, nauna si Ampy dun tas hinahanap na nya kame. Nang makita namen sya, literal na nakatayo lang sya sa loob ng Taco Bell. Hindi man lang naupo ang bruha ehh. :)) Nakita na nya kame so para kameng tanga dahil medyo nagtilian na kame. Who cares, isang buwan na kameng hindi nagkikita 'no. :>

After nun, bumili na kame ng ticket para sa 17 Again tas habang naghihintay, nag-Timezone muna kame. Pesteng 'yan. :)) Antagal umalis ng dalawang babae sa Dance Revo, hindi tuloy nakapaglaro sila Eryel & Jodie. Anyway, naglaro nalang kame ni Jodie ng motorcycle thingy. Natalo ako. =)) After nun, pumunta na kame sa sinehan para manuod. ANG HOTT ni ZAC EFRON! GRABE. Habang nanunuod nagtititili kame. SERYOSO. Tumili din sila. Hindi lang ako. Ang hott kasi ng sobra talaga!!

After ng movie.. Timezone ulet. Landmark pala muna. Nakabili na ng cute na gift si Eryel. Umalis na si Ampy. :( Tas bumili ako ng Breakfast At Tiffany's na DVD sa.. Er, nakalimutan ko 'yung name ng store. Astrovision ata 'yun? Or not? Sorry. Sobrang hina ng short term memory ko. Timezone ulet. Nagkaraoke. HAHAHA.

Grabe. Super namiss ko sila ng sobra. Dapat maulit ulet 'to. As in dapat kahit college, aalis pa din kame. HAAAAY. :))

Ang next target namen ay 'yung mansion ni Ampy sa Bulacan. HIHIHI. BULACAN HERE WE COME! >:)