You know what's scary? I don't know what's going to happen to me after I graduate. What the hell. I don't have any talent, I'm not good at anything, I'm dumb and stupid. And no, this is not a self-pitying monologue or something. I'm stating facts. Anyway, what's going to happen to me? I can't possibly depend on my parents for the rest of my life. Somehow, one way or another, I need to, and I mean, I REALLY NEED TO think about my future. I mean, what the hell am I going to do with my life?
When I say I'm ok with the idea of me being a bum.. I don't mean it. Well, hmm, sometimes I do but deep down I know I don't want to be a bum. But, seriously. I don't know what to do after graduating. Let's hope hat I graduate. God, my parents are gonna murder me if I don't graduate. ANYWAY, the thing is.. I don't really know what's going to happen to me. I'm not good at anything. And it scares me. Ugh, God.
K. Whatever. Just fuck it.
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