Tuesday, January 29, 2013

To The Sky Flying High, Take Me To The Moon.

I don't feel anything for anyone right now.  Nadah.  Zilch.  I don't like Zayn's new hairdo so I'm not whoring over him.  I'm having a hard time sleeping at night because there's no guy to fantasize about.  Haaaay.  Oh well.

No, wait.  I still have the hots for Matthew Gray Gubler so.. yeah.


Can't believe that was taken 4 years ago.  Jesus.  I hope I graduate on time!!!!

Friday, January 25, 2013

Through These Crazy Times, It's You, It's You.

Yay!  I'm home!  Technically, classes ended last Wednesday.  It would resume on Tuesday.  Yeewhaaaa.  Mini vacation for me!... Not.  We have to revise our thesis.  And, I have to start studying for Media Law so.. Shit, right?

Anyway, as of now, I don't care.  I'm at home.  I'm with my parents.  I get to see be with them for the next three days so BOOYAH!

Aside from the huge pile of school shit I have to do, nothing's been going on with my life.  It's actually pretty boring.  Meh.  I'm just updating for the sake of updating.

Later!

Thursday, January 24, 2013

What You Feel Is Underrated.

Went to Paolo's house yesterday at Taytay!  Slept there.  Left around 6pm today.  We ate at Brick Fire.  It's a steak house.  Food was extra awesome since we're starving.  Hahahaha!

JM left at around 7.30-ish today because he has a music video shoot thing.  Bea didn't go so it was just Pao, JC, and I.  Funny thing, JC isn't even our groupmate.  He was from another Film group but he did more work than me.  I helped segregate the videos for each scenes, though!  HAHAHAHA.

JM, JC, and I.

It was an okay day.  I like adventures so even if we didn't drink or do anything remotely fun, I was happy.  HAHAHAHA!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Who Stole The Sun From Its Place In My Heart?

You know what kills me? I can't ever be as smart as my brother.  When we were both in high school, he rarely studies.  While I squeeze my brain (or whatever's left of it) to remember and understand everything about Physics or Trigo - he's there, watching TV, playing with his laptop, PSP, or other shit.  I only saw him get frustrated with a subject ONCE.  It was during his senior year, his teacher emailed him something about his thesis.  And even that was not because he didn't know what's going on or he didn't study - it's because of his useless groupmates.  I mean, Lord, c'mon.

Today I saw my preliminary exam grades in Media Law.  I got a 61.  The passing score was 75.  Ain't life a bitch?  Okay, so, this was partly my fault - I didn't focus or shit or what.  I wasn't  over-confident or what, I was just.. lazy.  Or dumb.  Whatever.  I got so depressed because I was thinking of my brother and how he never gets to experience these kinds of shit.  He's always the golden boy.

When I was younger, my dad would always talk to me about different talents and stuff.  I dunno, I think he was saving me from this feeling.  He would always tell me that he was just like that when he was a child.  He would get flustered because his younger brother (Nongni) would finish early with his Math stuff while he sat there and doodled "I hate Math." He said that what helped his confidence (he was awarded the Most Proud or something award when he was eight by his teacher as a joke.  He didn't know the meaning so he was really smug) was his grandmother telling him that Nongni finished earlier than him because he was just in 2nd grade and my dad (who was in 3rd grade) has more difficult Math problems.  Anyway, everyone in the family knows that Nongni's the smartest among the three brothers (My father, Nongni, and then Tito Ters.) My dad even told me that when he was in U.P., he had one class (Calculus, I think?) with Nongni.  But, at least they're all in different fields.  They didn't have any sibling rivalry shit or something.  Meh.  Screw it, my dad's the nicest and kindest so he's just happy for.. everyone.  I also think that he's the funniest.  Well, actually, people around him say he's really hilarious so..

I'm not nice.  I'm rarely even kind.  And it just kills me inside because.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOOD AT.  When people ask me what my talent is, I don't know how to answer 'cause I don't know what or where I'm good at.  I guess I'm good at making friends..  And I think (seriously) I have a really awesome taste in music and cult movies.  Plus, I love books.  But, what do I get from that?  I mean, what?

My brother's well-rounded.  He's smart, he's an active tennis player, I think he's an officer or something at his Bio organization.  Plus, he's tall, and really, really skinny.  He eats like a cow but he never manages to gain any weight.  Sometimes, my mom even reprimands him on how he eats or something - she says that people might think we're starving him at home.

I am freakin' hideous and all I do is eat my troubles away.. which is a bad idea because it makes me fatter.

I think I'm extra unreasonable and extra emotional and pissy or what today because my period's coming.  I saw a Free No-Wifi ad from KitKat and it made me cry.  I was so proud of the advertisers, it made me sob.  Jesus.  I hate this time of the month.  I hate how it makes me feel about myself and about everyone else.

Anyway, hopefully, when all my other shitty-exam-papers-with-failing-marks come, I'm all okay and shit-freaky happy.

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Five Cheers.

On our last day of exams, we decided to unwind by.. drinking.  It's just chill drinking so, it was okay.

All pictures are from Tiara Corullo!  Hihihi.

Bagsak si Kumander. HAHAHAHA.
Am I cute or what? Whhhhhhuuuuut. HAHAHAHA!
Daniel & Kathryn with Aja! HAHAHAHA!
Everytime we drink, we do this. It's a DABARKADZ thing. HAHAHAHA!
I was the one holding the lighter.
This is really conceited but I think I look cute here.
I KNOW RIGHT?
MIKAY & GINO IN THE HOUSE, YO!!!!HAHAHAHA!!!!

Friday, January 18, 2013

Anak. Ina. Gubat. Akay.

The exams today were fucking brutal.  Exams started at 2 in the afternoon and ended at 9 in the evening.  I almost lost my mind there.  Jesus Christ.   I don't even know know half the terms and issues happening in my stupid and WORTHLESS Devcom subject.  Dear fucking Lord.  It's like what I've tweeted, Dear Sir, it's high-time you retire from this joke you call teaching.  You're no longer molding minds, you're creating serial killers.  Ugh.  So freakin' pissed with that subject.

ANYWAY, on a lighter and happier stuff, please support our short film, AKAY!  My ugly gay friend made the poster and the trailer:



He's good, isn't he?

Anyway, this is for our finals in Film.  Please support it!  Luff you.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

I LOVE YOU!

Happy 20th birthday Zayn! I love you so much!  Celebrated the whole day for you!  Massage date with Nicole,  Pizza Date with BFam (thanks Nikki for the free pizza hehehe), and Red Horse Date with Dabarkadz + Paolo!  I love you so much!

(I don't own any of the pictures!  I just found them online!)


You're so motherfucking gorgeous.  Please marry me!

We're both 20 now! For 2 months we have the same age! HUHUHU! I LOVE YOU!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

In The Jungle, The Mighty Jungle, The Quimbo Sings Tonight.

2 day shoot in Indang, Cavite with my awesome college buddies (minus Nikki & Yam.)  All pictures are from Nicole De Leon!  Can't wait for her to upload the rest of the BTS pictures.  Hihi.



Tuesday, January 1, 2013