Good Morning! It's 8.05 in the morning and I'm in the mood to update :D
Hmmm. Since, my mom was nice enough to ruin my beauty sleep and, well, beg me to accompany her as she breaks her fast (Since my father and brother's out..) I groggily washed my face and sat with her in the dining room, blinking and yawning.
Anyway, I reread some of my old posts. I had this post in August 9, 2008, where I said that "after two weeks of uncertainties, incertitude and false hopes.. It's over.." or something like that, I winced. I mean, who am I shitting? It's so not over. Heck, don't blame me, I don't want it to be over. Ok, call me clingy or anything but I swear I'm going to commit suicide if something BAD comes up. Nevermind. Ugh.
I don't want the bubble to pop -- yet (Ok, figure that out.) Eryel's warning me and telling me that it might just burst any minute.. Yes, dude, I know that. What do you think I'm doing..? I'm trying to prevent it.. *Sighs* But while the bubble's still intact -- I'm allowed to savor the moment, right? I should. Oh, Jesus. I hope the bubble doesn't pop :| I'm going to start from scratch all over again if that happens.
Hmmm, if the bubble pops -- you would know. I would get bitchy and haughty. I would get moody and surly. Yep, it's my, erm, shield..? It's my defense mechanism -- to sabotage other people's lives just to hide the hurt.
HAHAHAHA :)) So, let's all hope that it doesn't burst -- yet. PLEASE.
*Sighs*
So, anyway, is my new layout nice? I mean, it's really simple but I think it's okay. :D Right?
Ciao :)
SONG: Still Out Through The Curtain by The Hush Sound.
Hmmm. Since, my mom was nice enough to ruin my beauty sleep and, well, beg me to accompany her as she breaks her fast (Since my father and brother's out..) I groggily washed my face and sat with her in the dining room, blinking and yawning.
Anyway, I reread some of my old posts. I had this post in August 9, 2008, where I said that "after two weeks of uncertainties, incertitude and false hopes.. It's over.." or something like that, I winced. I mean, who am I shitting? It's so not over. Heck, don't blame me, I don't want it to be over. Ok, call me clingy or anything but I swear I'm going to commit suicide if something BAD comes up. Nevermind. Ugh.
I don't want the bubble to pop -- yet (Ok, figure that out.) Eryel's warning me and telling me that it might just burst any minute.. Yes, dude, I know that. What do you think I'm doing..? I'm trying to prevent it.. *Sighs* But while the bubble's still intact -- I'm allowed to savor the moment, right? I should. Oh, Jesus. I hope the bubble doesn't pop :| I'm going to start from scratch all over again if that happens.
Hmmm, if the bubble pops -- you would know. I would get bitchy and haughty. I would get moody and surly. Yep, it's my, erm, shield..? It's my defense mechanism -- to sabotage other people's lives just to hide the hurt.
HAHAHAHA :)) So, let's all hope that it doesn't burst -- yet. PLEASE.
*Sighs*
So, anyway, is my new layout nice? I mean, it's really simple but I think it's okay. :D Right?
Ciao :)
SONG: Still Out Through The Curtain by The Hush Sound.
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