It's A Sunday. It's A Bloody Sunday.

My mom transferred her bloody iPod files in my iTunes. Now, now, now. I CAN'T STOP BEING MAD BECAUSE I LOST 176* something songs! HOW CAN I STAY CALM? I AM SO.. ANGRY. When I found out, I texted her, "Ma. Sinira mo yung iTunes ko. Yun na nga lang yung nagpapasaya saken, ginanon mo pa. Kamusta naman ako ngayon." She replied that she didn't do anything. Yeah. It's always like that. She didn't do anything.

Ok fine, maybe it was my fault that I borrowed her charger and I forgot where I left it so she was forced to borrow my laptop (since her computer's broken and she badly needs to charge her iPod) so, yeah, she could charge her bloody iPod. But, I mean, C'MON, she could've asked for some help from Yo when it started to get out of hand! Or.. OR, she could've waited for me so that I could give her her bloody charger and that she wouldn't ruin my iTunes.

God. I'm so PISSED OFF.

I swear Ipe's one of the factors I'm very happy these days. Tas mabababoy naman ang vitamins nya. Putragis.

This is mababaw, I know, pero -- BASTA. Alam nyo ba na dahil maypagka-OC ako pagdating sa mga ganyan, I spend 5 hours everytime na mag-uupdate ako ng iPod. As in kelangan aligned yung mga lyrics, or 'yung mga album covers.. 'Yung mga artists, ayoko ng may doble. Kelangan capital letter ang simula. GANON. And now, she's going to tell me that I have to repeat everything! Putris. Hindi ako natutuwa.

Ayoko ng usapang iPod ngayon. Naiinis ako kay Ipe. K. Parang sya ang may kasalanan. Pero, tangna, bakeeet? Baket sya pinagkalulo ng vitamins nya?! Nakakaiyak! Sobrang.. 'Yung effort ko!

Nakakainis.

Shorty, I Could Take You There.

Today is a fuuuun daaaay. Greek Myhtology contest's on. ASON WON!! Yippeeee! Cheers for my TWIN! HAHAHAHA.

Also, today is paranoia day. Well, actually, YESTERDAY was paranoia day. I've been freaking out and everybody's telling me to shut up and calm down because there's no way she would find out and she would get mad at me. Ok, anyway, problem solved. We're good. :D

We went to McDo, and to my surprise, Nicole and Dhia were there. HAHAHA. Kapal ng mukha ko, dun na ko naki-upo. It was FUN. SWEAR. Ansaya kasama at kausap ni Dhia, BENTA. Promise. PLUS, nahawak-hawakan ko ang Nanochromatic ni Nicole. It was.. a dream come true. SWEAR.

Shit. I couldn't justify this post. Must be because of the new layout.

ANYWAY, as I was saying, I WANT a Nanochromatic. I swear. That's my dream iPod. :| Although, I'm not saying that I would trade Ipe for that. I'm just saying that.. FINE. I want a Nanochromatic. It's so.. Breath taking.. :"> K. :)) I'll elaborate some other time, K?

This is crappy. I hate it when my posts are not justified. I can't blog properly. UGH.

SONG: Sean Kingston's Take You There.

All That Time She Was Taking Her For Granted.

Yesterday, all I did was text and bug people. The feeling was so.. FULLFILLING. (Fuck. Is that the proper spelling? *rolls eyes* I so suck in spelling.) ANYWAY, mainly, I was talking to Nicole and Dhia. They're both side-splitting. SWEAR. Although, Nicole and I were talking about more serious stuff -- we did inject some hilarity in our conversation. HAHAHA. On the other hand, Dhia's -- simply FUNNY. I SWEAR. =)) She could crack me up with just one word. :)) Try talking to her and you'll get what I'm saying. :>

It's a FUUUUN WEEEEK. So far, last week was my BEST week for January 2009. I simply ignored everything and, well, bounced back to my old sunny self. :"> Heeeaven :>

I hope this good feeling stays with me until the end of the school year. Boy, talking about the end of the school year.. I'm sure as hell that I'm going to miss everybody. SWEAR. I'm going to miss my friends. 'Cause, honestly, I feel more loved when I'm in school than when I'm in my own house.

Ohweeeell. Imma update again later. K? :)

SONG: Sean Kingston's Take You There. OHA. Humi-hiphop na ako. If we're not close, you wouldn't get me. :))

SEVENTEEN FOREVER.

Today is January 17. If we're close, you'll get what I'm saying.

She just did the sweeeetest thing ever. What am I supposed to do with that?

I'm getting confused all over again. Eryel's going to KILL me when she sees this.

We're One Mistake From Being Together -- But, Let's Not Ask Why It's Not Right.

After those bad news, I must say that this week is one hell of a week! I had loads of fun during recess, lunch, and dismissal, er, periods :> Why? FREE TIME. K. :))

One day, I'll have the guts to elaborate everything! :) Right now, let's just see what's going to happen.

McDo (as usual) with Jodie, Eryel, Sienna, Claudette, Marian, Mackee, and Sandra plus Nicole today. Too bad Sandra's mom came early. Too bad Mackee's mom called her and told her to go to TriNoma. We'll have others. Hahaha. :))

I've realized that caramel is stickier than chocolate. I swear! UGH. Random. It's already 11.28PM. I think I ought to sleep. I only had 2 hours of sleep.. Maybe that's why I'm so BANGAG na. HAHAHA. Gego taught me how to use strikethroughs. K. :))

P.S.: We're doing something that could actually make Ampy.. HAPPIER. :)

SONG: Metro Station's Seventeen Forever :)

Loser Loser.

Really. I think I do deserve to be called a "Loser." Really. God. I've realized how much I SUCK. There's no point in denying it anymore. Fine. I suuuuck.

Yesterday, the only thing that made me smile was Ampy's Shakey's galore and Sandra's McFlurry. Hahaha. Plus, yeah, Jodie, Ampy, Mackee, and Sandra. At least they made me forget that I failed in the ACET. :|

When I got home, I went OL for a couple of minutes then I logged out because I feel like crying. Haha. It's super depressing. You won't get me. You won't. You won't experience the feeling of being a LOOOOSER. You won't feel suicidal because you all passed in your dream schools. What's there to feel sorry about? You're lucky.

I swear. My future's bleak. I can't find any reason to smile anymore. Really. This is as depressing as the time when I cried in Odessa's house because of.. Well, you know.

My eyes are puffy. My throat hurts. I feel.. pathetic. Seriously.

My parents are trying their best to make me smile. They're making me go with them to the mall and watch Bedtime Stories with them. I think it's sweet. Still, that wouldn't change the fact that I failed.

I'm watching my dream school float away. :( Gawd. I so hate myself.

How Long Will This Take To Wear Out?

My future's bleak. I don't see any hope in recovering. I am so dead. Screw those college stuff -- it makes me SAD.

What's the point in trying? What's the point?

"Manalo, Matalo -- PERFECT Padin Kami!"

Palaro was.. okaaay. We bagged 2 (Actually, 3 but the third one is a bit more personal. K. HAHA.) 2 certificates. 2 runner-up certificates for Suongan and Table Tennis (Singles), plus Kim's Mythical Five certificate (Told you it's more personal. HAHAHA.) I think it's okaaaay. I mean, last year -- we didn't bag any. K. :)) I am so proud of IV1 :)

School's ok. Nothing new.

PALIHAN today -- it's.. fun. I think? Really. It's fine. 7-11 with Jodie too. Haha. Nahulog nya yung tinapay tas binalik nya yung nahulog! K. Tawang tawa kasi ako! =)) Leche.

OJE tomorrow. UGH. PLUS. It's GEGO's BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! YEY!! K :)) Hahaha.

Talk to you some other time -- when my skull's not trying to break in half.

SONG: Kasi kanina pinaguusapan namen ni Jodie to ehh, ayan na-LSS naman ako -- Emily by From First To Last.

School. Drool. Fool. UNCOOL.

Schooool. BOOOOO. I don't want to go to school yet. I am so not up to it. I just want to stay at bed and.. sleep. Really. Or watch a good movie. I've watched a lot of movies this Christmas break :> FUUUUN. Instead of just sitting around all day staring at my computer monitor -- I've decided to make the TV and DVD player useful. :>

From now on, you can call me Donya Ma. Rina Asuncion Encarnacion y Macaraig Zobel de Ayala. HAHAHAHA. Fuuucker. Immoral fantasy. :)) Oh well. Ambisyosa stuff lang yon!

Downloaded a couple of Taylor Swift songs. She's good. She's ok.. For someone contry-ish. :))

Anyway, I went to the derma today. UGH. I'm going to go to school tomorrow looking like a pineapple. My face is so full of red things -- they look like ZITS. EW. Ohwell, it'll eventually heal.. And, hopefully -- I'm going to stay young and.. clean.. And most of all, PRETTY. Scratch that, I hope to be PRETTY -- one of these days. HAHAHA.


See you guys tomorrow. :) I Miss Y'all. Seriously. :)

SONG: Tied something something by TS. I know the title now -- Tied Together With A Smile.

Let's Take This Outside So I Can Make Another Scene.

Ok, G'MORNING SUNSHIIIINE! :)

It's a mighty fine Sunday. :) UGH. School starts tomorrow. It kinda bugs the life out of me. I'm so freaking out. It's a good thing I'm almost, almost, almost done with the Parish thingy -- Now, my only problem is the Pinoy Movie Analysis. I don't know what to do with that. Besides, I don't like my movie. I swear, I don't. :|

K. I'll update later. I'm off to break my fast. :D

I'm so GIDDY. I don't know why! Mygod. Something must be really wrong in my brain. Hahaha.

Love Grows Where My Rosemary Goes.

Gawd. I'm so mooning over Edison Lighthouse's "Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes)." It's such a fun song although, it's really, really old. It was played in Shallow Hal and Little Manhattan. Gawd. I loooove Little Manhattan. I swear. :">


"Look at me. I can bounce back. I don't need some girl in my life for me to happy."
- Gabe; Little Manhattan


Well said, Gabe. Well said. :)) Mygod. You ought to watch that movie. Josh is so cuuuute and Charlie Ray's okay too. If you haven't watched it yet -- MYGOD. You're missing half of your euphoric life. The movie's so worth it. You get to smile because of the naivety of kids. You get to laugh at those silly situations. You get to say, "Hey! I know that feeling! I've been there! I've done that!"

Believe me. :>

Ohwell. I love Josh Hutcherson. (Is the spelling correct? Ugh. I so suck in spelling.) Anyway, I love him and his movies. I think he's a really good actor. In Zathura, he portrayed his character really well. He's such a dick to Danny, it made me want to shake the life out of him. In RV, he's also, well, GOOD. Oooops, I'm blabbering, am I? I should shut up now. :P Just watch Little Manhattan. You'll get what I'm saying.


Ohwell. I'm watching Dream Catcher right now. God. It's so freaky. It's giving me the creeps. Those stupid butt-looking worms are.. hair rising. I've been screaming -- my mom laughed and raised her eyebrows at me and my dad told my brother to turn off the TV because the neighbors might hear my screams and they might think that I'm being abused or something. Hahaha. Funny. :))

I might update again later. :P

CHEERS :)

SONG: Edison Lighthouse's Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes.) THIS IS A REALLY FUN SONG. AAAAAHHH.

And If I Tell Her That Her Image Never Leaves My Mind, Will She Say She Loves Me Too?

School's just around the corner. UGH. It's a good thing I'm almost done with the Parish thingy. I just have to scan the pictures and print it -- then, ola, I'm done. I hope Sir DM accepts it. :| I did put my effort in there.

UGH. I woke up at around 8.45.. It's already 9.06 in my clock. In that few minutes, I sneezed thrice already. I think my lung's going to get out of my mouth any minute. UGH. I hate having colds. It's making my temper -- burst. I hate the way I have to wipe my nose every now and then because snot's flowing down. I hate the way I can't breathe whenever I'm lying around. UGH.

I miss my friends. I really do. I want to see them soon. Like, REAL SOON.

I'll update again later. :)

UGH. I've noticed that my posts are getting shorter and shorter. Blame the infected brain. I need to get it repaired. *sighs*

SONG: Bowling For Soup's Captain Hook

I Don't Know Where We Are Going Now.

The only thing that made me sane today is.. her:

I really am in love with her.


Honestly, I am.


It's not even my fault 'cause she's really, really cute. Take a look at that tiny Dakota.


Or this one. Is it my fault she's just so.. adorable? :">

And, honestly, the way she looks now is making my hormones go wild. I LOVE HER. I swear I do.

UGH. My lesbian-tendencies are starting to take over my sanity again. Crap. Oh well. I do need to distract myself. My eyes are sore. I SWEAR. If you could see me now, you'll surely laugh because of my swollen eyes.


I appreciate my dad. I really do. When I told them that I didn't pass in the stupid DLSUCET (and when I broke into uncontrollable sobs..) He did try his best to make me feel, um, ok. He said, "It's ok. I don't really like La Salle naman ehh." WOOOO. He just said that because I was crying and I didn't pass. He was the one who forced me to take the DLSUCET in the first place :)) Oh well.

I also appreciate Jodie and Eryel and Gego and Pauiie. I love them. SO MUCH. Someday, I'll make it up to them. I would. I swear.

Life After That Multiple-Identity Kid's Not So Bad At All.

First post for January! YEY! First post for the year 2009! Yey-uh!

My Christmas' crap.. But for some strange and odd reason, I really enjoyed our New Year Celebration. I really did. I can't remember laughing this hard before. Oh well. I think it's a good way to start the year -- smiling and laughing.

You know what, my BEST year was 2007. And my WORST year was 2008. I feel like crap last year. I also shed many, many, many tears in 2008. I swear. I think it was the only time I cried A LOT because of different fucked-up reasons. I sort of lost it last year. But, I SWEAR, this 2009 -- it's payback time. >:)

Who's the happy pancake now? ;)

*****

UGH. I failed. God, I suck. What a GREAT way to start the year. :(( Ouch. My eyes hurt. My EGO'S HURT TOO.