So What.

Tomorrow is another school day. Boo.

I just want to bond with Candace Bushnell. I think I would collect her books. She's such a fab author. I like how she writes.

I don't wanna go to school. I HATE PE! :|

Let's Talk Cheese.

What's there to talk about..? How about.. CHEESE. HAHAHA. If you can't find the hilarity in that -- it is, I must say, absatively obvious that you haven't watched She's The Man. EVER. Oh. My. God. That must be one of the saddest thing/s I've encountered in my 17 years of existence. For real.

Anyway, there's a buzz going on around the, well, world. No, I'm not going to blog about how tragic it is that Michael Jackson finally decided to sniff his last air & die (God. I'm such a brute. I'm sorry but, well, the thing is.. I'm sarcastic like that, yeah.) -- I'm talking about a certain teacher getting married. Today. For the love of God.. I was so SHOCKED. No, it has nothing to do with my girlish fantasies about him before. I was, just, well, to put it mildly -- I stared at my cell phone for a good minute before finally replying to Erica (She was the one who gave me the news.) Man, oh man. I'm stunned. He finally decided to settle down.

Marriage. God, I hate that word. No, this has nothing to do with him anymore. This is my personal views about Marry-age. What's the point in getting married when you're going to get divorce sooner or later? I just don't get it. It's supposed to be sacred & all. But, everybody's so into the fad nowadays. Marry ASAP -- Divorce ASAP. There are more broken families than there are more united families. How about the children? Do the parents even think about how divorce would affect their kids? How it would be traumatic to their children? No. People are being more selfish each day. No, I'm not being a hypocrite here because, yeah, I know that I could be an insufferable self-loving bitch. But, dude, I always try to think about what others might feel if I do something. It's not entirely selfish-y.

So, as a result? I told my parents that I would never want to get married. I would stay uninvolved & happy. I could make myself happy. I don't need some guy who would torment me & torture me & have me begging him for annulment or divorce. It's better that way.

The only other signinficant person in my life right now is Ipe. :"> We're going strong. I love him so much. :>

SONG: Waking Up In Vegas. I got LSS-ed.

Should We Even Care At All?

OMG. Booooo. I hope there are no classes tomorrow. For real. I mean, there's a storm & the flood in UST is literally drowning in HELL. And to think that I'm a bit hydrophobic. SRSLY. That's why I always, ALWAYS prefer kiddie pools. They're the safest with the water burbling just up to my knees. See? Safe. So, anyway, I still have a vacation hangover so I think it would be best if I skipped school for two more months. HAHAHA. Sana hindi nalang ako nag-aral 'no? Pero, College is fun din naman. And it kind of excites me to write notes using my new notebook & my new pen with my new bag & walking around with my new shoes. K. :))

I wish I could visit STC soon. I miss the smell of STC. I miss my friends. Ohwell. New phase. I have to do the inevitable -- I have to move on.

I want to put on nail polish on my fingers. But my father said that more thieves might take an interest on me & my fab nails. Jesus Christ. So, I must stay invisible -- No Nail Polish. WTH. :)) That's his law. I think I ought to listen to him. :)) His birthday is so neeeear! It's on the 28th. :D Walalang. :)) I wonder where we'll eat. Hmm. HAHAHA. :))

When I do nothing -- I bloghop in Tumblr sites. And it's because of Paula Hontalba that I discovered the hilarity & beauty of fmylife. Now, I always check it whenever I go OL. :)) It makes me smile 'cause I dunno, it makes me feel an itsy bitsy luckier than the.. Victims. HAHAHA. :))

I wonder when H1N1 would hit our building? I'm just wondering, ok? I'm not ill-wishing or something. I mean, we are surrounded by the other buildings who have H1N1 cases already.. Hmmm.

What a very random post. I think I'm going to blog again lataaah.

Too Much.

Take a look at my new layout. It's cute isn't it? May I also mention that it's also a hassle to add the tagboard page? When I first got this, there's no tagboard -- so, I decided to put on my HTML skills & add one. Voila! A tagboard at the upper left part of the page. :> Thank you Sir Talens for that wonderful gift of HTML skills! =D>

I was rereading most of my posts this year (Just like what Paula suggested.) And, I realized that I basically focused my life on her. Srsly. Instead of studying -- I would wait for her to text me or PM & we would talk all day. I can't say that it's a waste of time because for a while, she made me really, really, really, really, really, really, really HAPPY & LOVED. But, as the cliche goes -- people always leave -- it's time for her to go. And, I couldn't really do anything to change it. Even if I cling to her for dear life, nothing would change the fact that we're not as close as before & we would never be that close again. The only thing I regret is that I'm going to miss one of my closest friends. One of the five people I could say anything to. Ohwell. I wish her the best -- whatever her endeavors in life is -- I hope she succeeds. :>

I'm so excited for Friday! Are you guys too? I hope you are! I want to see all of you! If you see me, I'm so dalaga na! I swear. I promised myself that I would stop being boyish na. So, World, meet the girl version of Rina. :))

It's 8.52 in the morning. I bet I would post something else later.

BTW, GREET MACKEE TODAY! IT'S HER BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU MACKEE! :*

SONG: Skeleton Boy by Friendly Fires.

Saving Private Mother Earth.

Check this out.


By changing my home page, I'm actually saving Energy.. That's what Blackle says anyway. So, what are you all waiting for? Change your home pages ASAP!

PAULA & FIXI. ILY GUYS. FOR REAL. Oo, kahit ikaw Paula! At alam kong magsshine ka sa UP, galingan mo! Ikaw din Fixi -- ikaw pa.. Eh ikaw ata si Felichie Valeriano no! :*

"Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control."

- Got that from Andi's Tumblr.

That's EXACTLY EXACTLY how I feel. Peste. Emo ko. Laslas na nga mamaya!

I Never Thought That..

.. I'd catch this love bug again. :))

Who would've thought that I would listen to Jo.Bro's? They're not bad, actually. :)

I'm done with my Philosophy HW. Who the man? Me the man? I promised myself that I would do good in this First Sem. so I could transfer to another school in the next sem. I'm just not that comfortable in UST. Don't get me wrong, the people are nice -- but really, nothing's wrong with them. Something's wrong with me. As Chris Brown puts it, "It's not you, it's me."

I miss HighSchool. I miss IV1. I miss my friends. I miss STC. SRSLY. I didn't have a hard time adjusting when I transferred there. I don't know why I'm having troubles NOW. I mean, c'mon. You know what I think? I think it's because I got so attached to my STC friends I forgot how it feels like to be without them -- to be separated from them. And, it sucks to think that I might be the only one suffering from this weird-abysmal-school sickness.

I need you guys. I swear, I do.

I'm sorry if you think na I'm O.A. & pinagsisiksikan ko yung sarili ko. I just, I dunno, miss you guys A LOT. And when I read everybody's posts how happy they are & how they're enjoying college -- I get depressed all over again. How could you guys possibly adjust so easily..? I mean, what's the trick? I need to try it so I could, well, be super kaduper happy again. Hmm.

I Take It That We're Over.

I miss STC. BADLY.

Song: Skeleton Boy by Friendly Fires.

Skip School. Start Fights.

School is so near! New school. New people. I don't know what to feel. I guess I'm sort of excited & nervous at the same time. Then again.

I'll update again later. I am so not in the mood.

I Got You On My Mind.

One of my hobbies is googling people. SRSLY! But, my favorite person to google is -- none other than me. :))



SEE? The first site that would appear when you google: Rina Macaraig is MY BLOOOOG! Followed by my Twitter & Facebook accounts. :D

Google is my only key to stalking. It's very effective. :>

K. I'll shatap na. :))

Define: Bored.

This is one of my hobbies. SRSLY. I started doing this when I was in 2nd year. Yeah, I know. Bata pa lang, malakas na ang tama sa utak. Hmmm. Anyway, I updated again. As promised. :>

Can you say BORED out loud? See, I'm waiting for Jodie -- but, I think her mom borrowed the laptop so, she was forced to move outta the way. :))

And, oh yeah, her classes will start NEXT WEEK. God gave us the chance to have a one last escapade. Hopefully. PLEASE?

SONG: You Told Me You Loved Me by Cinematic Sunrise. :">

Just Dance.

This is my first post for the day -- And, I swear it wouldn't be the last. :> I just got my laptop back so I'm willing to post as many as 21 entries in a day. Sinong masaya? AKO!

My brother fixed my iTunes so, I retrieved most of my songs. But, I still lost 900+ songs.. Which is sayang. But, come to think of it -- at least I could update Ipe now. DIBA?

My brother's also making a Multiply Layout. It's full of The Sandman Characters. He's such a fan. Swear. He has the complete series. :> So, there, he's making his own Dream Layout. Booohoo. Why is he good at almost everything? :| No wonder he's the favorite. Hmph.

College is so near & so FINAL. I'm scared. :|

SONG: Lady GaGa's Just Dance. :>

I'm Not Good At This.

Expressing myself's not always easy. The hardest part where I have a hard time telling the stuff that I should say & elaborating how I feel is, well, saying goodbye. I was NEVER a good goodbye person. Most of the time, I would just shrug the feeling off & avoid the person. SRSLY. Ask my parents or some of my oldest friends. I don't really know what's wrong with me but I've accepted the fact that I'm simply weird that way.

But, honestly? I'm scared. Every time I see someone go, I have this heavy feeling at the pit of my stomach. I try to be brave, though. Although my bravery is oftentimes synonymous to being aloof. I know. Sorry. It's just, well, I know I wouldn't be able to handle it -- so, I shove everybody away.

Anyway, as much as I would hate to say this -- I think I must, well, give you a proper & un-snubbed farewell. :))

Bye Jodie. :) I hope you enjoy UPLB 'cause I know you're going to shine. Kapag pinagpalit mo ako -- papatayin kita. Seryoso yun. So, ayun. >:D<

Let's Stop Chasing Those Boys & Shop Some More.

Jodde's out on Monday. Condolence.

Check out my new Multips Inbox:



Isn't it super cool? I fell in love with Multiply all over again. :">

Everybody's Tumblring. What the hell. *rolls eyes* Walalang. Sorry if I'm being mean. Then again, I'm almost ALWAYS MEAN. I mean, Mons -- I can understand. She was the first person I know who used Tumblr. Then, everybody's Tumblring na this Summer. SUPER WHAT THE HELL. Ok, I'll stop na. Hmph.

SONG: Still Fergie's Labels Or Love.

Love's Like A Runway So Whats All The Fussing For?

Who am I kidding? As much as I vowed that I would be loyal to Sony Ericsson.. I couldn't help it. I want this. BADLY.






It's THE LG Voyager! I want it so much -- it HURTS! I want it. I want it. I want it. I've been having these weird dreams full of flying LG Voyager's. God knows how much I want that phone. I need to beg. Honestly, I think my parents want me to shut up already because I've been bothering them for the past few weeks about this dream phone of mine. (Quite literally when I mentiondream phone.)

*SIGHS*

When I get my hands on this phone -- I wouldn't ask for a MacBook anymore.

NOT.

SONG: Fergie's Labels Or Love. :)

So, I Think You're Getting It.

Hi everybody. You can tell God & anybody else who cares that the bitch is fucking back. I'm back everybody. And, honestly, I've never been this GOOD. Quite ironic, isn't it? But, what the hell. :>

I am done reading the The Da Vinci Code last.. Tuesday. And I'm currently reading Angels & Demons. :> Plus I bought another Philippa Gregory book. So, I don't think I would get bored this last one week of vacation. Besides, I'm GG Marathon-ing. The only glitch is.. I think the Season 2 DVD I bought is not COMPLETE. Hanggang Episode 18 lang! Well, screw me for buying pirated DVD's. I'll change.. SOON. But, not yet, anyway. HAHAHA. If Bong Revilla or whoever Anti-Piracy thug's reading this. I am so dead.

I'm off to watch GG. Again. Or whatever remains of it.

I miss her. But sometimes, it's just not enough to get everything back. I'm happier this way, though. Or so I think. Whatever. :))

Ohhh, and BTW, Happy June 1 everybody. :)