This Is Not Your Song.

So, these past few days I've been obsessing over, yes, Jared Leto..  And then there're Gabe Saporta and William Beckett.  It's like what I've said in my twitter account, if I lived in the 60's/70's..  I would've been a fucking groupie.  Ever since I was young, I was always having crushes on band members.  My obsession for older men is more recent.  Before RDJ and Neil Gaiman (Hmm, you can't consider Johnny Depp, really.  I already had a crush on him when  I was crushing on these guys I'm going to state..) there were Billy Martin, Billie Joe Armstrong, Trent Reznor, Sid Vicious, and Adam Lazzara.  Guys in bands are my weakness.

ANYWAY, I'm going to post some videos of The Academy Is... and Cobra Starship.  William Beckett is so darn cute.  I've been talking about him for days.  Every time my mom's around, "Ma, tingnan mo yung crush ko!" and she would say, "Oo, si Jared Leto.  Alam ko na." and I would say, "No, isa pa si.." and before I could finish she would say, "Si William Beckett.  Oo, nakita ko na."  I love my parents for supporting me and my irrational obsession over these guys.  HIHIHI.

God.  I love this song so much!  Swear!  It has been my summer song for a couple of years now.  You and me forever, forever yoooooung!

William Beckett is so cute here!  I envy the girl who got to kiss him.  HUHUHU.

This song is sort of suicidal, but hey, you get to catch a glimpse of Bill's (K.  Close?  HAHAHA.) longer locks.

This is the perfect video for my William Beckett and Gabe Saporta whoring!  Check out their faces in 0.23, especially William's face!  HIHIHI.

This is one of my personal favorites!  I love this song so much.

Keep doin' what you're doin' and I'll make you miiiiine!

And this is my favorite-est Cobra song ever!  Kiss My Sass!  I love this song so freakin' muuuuuch!

God, I'm such a loser because I missed the Cobra concert last March 25, 2009.  Sucks.  :-(  ANYWAY, don't worry Jared, I still love you with all my heart, but..  I declare open marriage in our relationship!  HAHAHAHA.  KBYE.  :))

Oh, and by the way, you could check out Jared Leto's blog here and William Beckett's blog here.  K.  I'm such a stalker.  Anyway, William writes well and Jared's, well, funny.  :))

Ok, Give Me This Instead.

I want the nails and the phone. Oh HTC phones.. Why do I have to fall in love with you now? I'm so fickle. It's embarrassing.



I want the HTC Desire Z specifically. It's so pretty and sleek and freakin' glamorous. Ugh. I want to stare at it all day long.

Crazy Flats.

Ok, can I be really gay and girly right now? Please? Ok, thank you!

I've been dying to have these pair of Anthology shoes! OHMYYYYGOD!!!!! I want the navy blue one from the first picture. And I want the pink neon one from the second picture.





I really, really, really want to buy the pink neon one. I asked my mom if I could buy it and she shrugged. So, I'm guessing that it's a Yes. See, we have this thing, when my brother and I want to buy something, we need to ask for permission first if they would please, with cherries on top, permit us to buy the thing we want. I don't know why since we're spending our own money but that's the way it is. ANYWAY, my mom shrugged, so, probably.. It must be a Yes, right? I mean, seriously. I want girl-shoes for crying out loud! I'm so tired of people commenting on my manly outfits. Besides, the cute, neon-pink Anthology shoes are screaming for their release!

I'm going to convince my mom to take me to Crossings. Or Analog Soul. Yes, they also sell Anthology shoes there. Few and limited choices only though. ANYWAY, God, please let them allow me to buy this cutie patootie shoes! It's so cute and simple and neon and girly. SEE, it's not lesbian shoes anymore!

My world revolves around sneakers. Chucks. Chucks. Vans. Chucks. Chucks. I need some variety in life. And, yes, I'm getting sick of being asked if I'm a lesbian because of my guy outfits. Those Anthology shoes are the first step of providing sufficient proof for the girly bone in my body. HIHI. See, I'm even starting to giggle like a prat. Ok. Sorry. A lady musn't talk like that.

UGH. Ok, whatever. I AM GOING TO BUY THOSE NEON PINK FLATS. I would, I would, I would!