Paskuhan My Ass.

So, I went to the Paskuhan thing. Man, it wasn't awesome. At all! (Except for the Jamista part. HAHAHAHAHA. Super funny. I don't know why Nikki and I are the only ones laughing. It's hilarious kaya!) I swear it wasn't fun. We went to Balay to drink. It was ok at first. Then it got boring. And really scary and annoying. A weird guy was bothering Jonah. We should've punched his face. I should've taken Jodie's offer and went to the Lantern Parade instead. ANYWAY, the thing is, I also sort of left early (during the fireworks too, can you believe that?!) because I have a curfew. I was staying in the dorm, see. So, I have no choice but to abide by the rules.

Anyway, I'm off to Cavite in a few. I'm just waiting for my brother to come home. He's still in UP for a Christmas party or something. To keep me entertained, I'm currently reading Me and Mr. Darcy by Alexandra Potter. It's a love story (sort-of) but I really like it because Mr. Darcy's really there! WOOOHOOO. I have to finish it first to know if the protagonist is just dreaming or something.

A few more days and it's Christmas already. If you really want to make me happy.. Here is my Christmas Wishlist:

a.) Microsoft Kin ONEm (MICROSOFT REVIVED IT! WOO!)



b.) Neon-Pink Anthology flats.




c.) Purple ToyWatch. (Or the magenta one.)

These things would really make me happy. Especially the Microsoft Kin ONEm. They re-released it this November! If I've known it, I wouldn't buy a Nokia C3. I would ask my aunt or uncle in the States to buy me one there and I could or wouldn't pay them back. Really, it's their choice if they want me to pay them back. HEHE. ANYWAY, HUHUHU. Now, I'm stuck with a C3. And my lovely Microsoft Kin ONEm's being scattered all over the world. It breaks my heart so much. :(

The Anthology flats.. I would save up for it. It's about 26** and, too bad, I spent the money I'm going to use to buy it for my C3 so.. No Anthology flats for me. (Unless you're willing to buy me one! HIHI.)

The ToyWatch.. I'm currently promoting it to my parents. If they realize how cute and brilliant it is.. They might actually buy me one. *crosses fingers*

Christmas in not a time for receiving, it's a time for giving. So, to show my Christmas spirit.. I'm giving all my love to you guys! Cheers!

What's There To Rant About?

You know what, instead of ranting today.. I'm going to brag about my awesome life. Last Dec. 11, my cool college friends and I went to EK. (Yes, my dad finally allowed me to go after hours and days and hours of begging!) It was Nikki's 18th birthday celebration. I was so ecstatic I could shit rainbows. :>

I'm also very happy right now because the last day of regular classes would be tomorrow! After tomorrow, it's already Paskuhan. Wooohoooo. I hope it's as awesome as last year's Paskuhan.

So, honestly, what's there to rant about? I have a happy family. And.. AND.. I have super awesome and super cool friends.

(Up there are my HS friends)



And these.. These are my awesome college friends. :)

So, yeah, guess what? I think I'm very blessed after all. :>

(Credits to JODIE TANEDO and NIKKI YAMBAO for the pictures.)

SONG: Nelly's Just A Dream.

The Ride Of Your Life.

So, I'm blogging again using my phone. I don't want to open my laptop anymore because if my parents find out that I'm still awake.. I'm dead meat. And, I couldn't die right now because next week is Nikki's birthday celebration. Which makes me go to an annoying and depressing, um, thing. My dad's suddenly having second thoughts about this topic. He was worrying because he said that nobody could fetch me next week. I told him that I could stay at the dorm. Things got really, really ugly. Ugh. Fucker. I hope he changes his mind. Please God. Let this be my pre-Christmas miracle. Pleasssse. I think it's enough suffering because I already cried in our garage pa nga because of this. Huhu. Please?

On another different topic, I saw IV1 last night (7pm-11pm) It was Maeka's debuuut. Hihihi. Really enjoyed answering her tricky questions. Anyway, OMG. I miss HS so much it makes me want to quit school now. K. Hahaha. Whenever I'm with them, I always, always remember the good and happiest times of my miserable life. Ayy weh. =)) What thhe hell, you get the picture, right?

GOD PLEASE MAKE MY DAD CHANGE HIS MIND. If it's just any other person, I won't push this issue. But, this is the celebration of one of my closest friends. This is something different. PLEASE MAKE HIM CHANGE HIS MIND. He already said "Yes" before ehh. :((

If I die right now, I really wouldn't mind. Tsss.

So, Yeah. I'm Blogging Using My Phone.

I'm blogging using my phone! Hihi! My new phone is really making me forget my Microsoft Kin fantasies. Hehe. Unfortunately, I'm only allowed to type 5000 letters. Boo. But, what the hell. Free's free.

I want to write something deep and mind-numbing but my brain's not working. My writing mojo is declining.. Fast! Maybe it's because I'm spending more time online than reading books? Ugh. Totally my fault. Still, my love for books.. It would never ever ever fade. Hihi. :))

I don't have any HW this weekend! Thank God! I could finish the damn The Vampire Diaries and totally whore over Paul Wesley. Hehehe. God, he's so hot. I know I've said something like this before about a different guy.. But, please let me say it again: Paul Wesley is definitely one of the guys I'm going to marry. He is so hottttt! My best friend wont stop calling him a troll, though. She said that he really looks like a trll. I beg to differ. I know he's chin's sort of.. Long. But! But! But! It's a part of his charm. And it emphasizes the, um, beauty of his jawline. Hehe.

Anyway, I guess this is long enough. It didn't even reach 3000 letters. Hahaha.

SONG: Down by Jason Walker. Superrrr gandaaaa!

Crazy-Ass Kids.

It’s time to say goodbye to my cute neon pink Anthology shoes. :( Last Tuesday, I bought a new phone. I bought the pink Nokia C3 (WHAT IS UP WITH ME AND PINK THESE DAYS? My LG phone, the one before the Nokia C3, was also pink. What the hell? Hahaha.) Since I bought a new phone, I lost most of the money I’ve saved. Huhuhu. I need to save for at least 3000 pesos before Christmas break. I really, really, really want those pink Anthropology shoes. :( The trapped girl inside me’s DYING. Let’s see if I could bully my mom into buying me those cute flats. Hahaha. Kidding.

I'm still not very happy with my new phone because I really, really, really want a Microsoft Kin. HUHUHU.

It’s Friday tomorrow. Thank God. I hope there won’t be any HW’s for the weekend. I want to finish the bloody Vampire Diaries. I don’t really like the story (I’M SORRY.) because it’s.. Cheesy and it’s about love and blah blah blah. (Sorry I’m not a sucker for love stories. Huhu.) Still.. Paul Wesley is one hot guyyyy. I wouldn’t mind watching The Vampire Diaries because of him. Hahaha.

Anyway, wow, it’s December already! A few more days and I would finally get to spend some time with my family. HIHIHI.

Ok, bye. Whatever.

You Know What I Mean.

I am blogging at 3.55 in the morning. *hormones*

Life does not stop for anybody. You may experience a lot of downs and frowns in your life, but it does not mean that you should stop living. You should not dwell so much on the mistakes you've made. On the other hand, you should focus on the things you've accomplished.

You're awesome and you NEED to remember that.

Crazy Flats.

Ok, can I be really gay and girly right now? Please? Ok, thank you!

I've been dying to have these pair of Anthology shoes! OHMYYYYGOD!!!!! I want the navy blue one from the first picture. And I want the pink neon one from the second picture.





I really, really, really want to buy the pink neon one. I asked my mom if I could buy it and she shrugged. So, I'm guessing that it's a Yes. See, we have this thing, when my brother and I want to buy something, we need to ask for permission first if they would please, with cherries on top, permit us to buy the thing we want. I don't know why since we're spending our own money but that's the way it is. ANYWAY, my mom shrugged, so, probably.. It must be a Yes, right? I mean, seriously. I want girl-shoes for crying out loud! I'm so tired of people commenting on my manly outfits. Besides, the cute, neon-pink Anthology shoes are screaming for their release!

I'm going to convince my mom to take me to Crossings. Or Analog Soul. Yes, they also sell Anthology shoes there. Few and limited choices only though. ANYWAY, God, please let them allow me to buy this cutie patootie shoes! It's so cute and simple and neon and girly. SEE, it's not lesbian shoes anymore!

My world revolves around sneakers. Chucks. Chucks. Vans. Chucks. Chucks. I need some variety in life. And, yes, I'm getting sick of being asked if I'm a lesbian because of my guy outfits. Those Anthology shoes are the first step of providing sufficient proof for the girly bone in my body. HIHI. See, I'm even starting to giggle like a prat. Ok. Sorry. A lady musn't talk like that.

UGH. Ok, whatever. I AM GOING TO BUY THOSE NEON PINK FLATS. I would, I would, I would!

Just A Tad Wiser.

In my 18 years of existence, I know that I didn't face a lot of problems. Mostly, my problems revolve around senseless things like what's for dinner, or do I buy this book or that book. See, I worry about the things that are not really that important.

To be brutally frank, I'm a bit ashamed that I've reached this tender age of 18 and I'm still the naive little four-year-old who's looking for her mommy. My friends experienced a lot. They're street wise and confident. Whereas, I'm this little scatterbrained douche who doesn't even know how much the jeepney fare costs.

I'm not saying that I want to have problems. Seriously, I don't. My emotional capacity is minuscule. I might commit suicide if something really bad happens. Anyway, my point is.. I want to know things. I want to mature. I want to be regarded as someone who's actually 18. Are you getting me?

Ok, you don't. Whatever. I'm happy with my life right now. I just want to expand my wisdom. K. :))

BTW, I'm reading Northanger Abbey right now. Bloody brilliant. It got me hooked! :">

And If I Blow Your Mind..?

So, I rewatched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and after that I watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2. My life is kind of lame because I've been watching movies all day long. Anyway, the sisterhood movies made me bawl like a freakin' baby. Excuse me, this is something different from all my other, um, movie tears. This is different because it talks about friendship and CHANGE. The movie tackled college and moving on and the acceptance of change and getting on with life like it's just a piece of cake. You know what it didn't cover? The freakin' depressing path you have to go through to achieve that stupid happy change. Are you getting me?

In some ways, I am just scared to drift apart from the four special people who stood by me when I was the most maddening and difficult person to be with. I don't want to have a wall between the five of us. Is it asking too much if I say that I just want it to be like High School? We were always together back then. We knew everything about each other. We laughed together, we cried together.. We were there for each other. Somehow, it's not the same anymore. I know I have to be a bit more understanding because, hello, we're in college now. I shouldn't expect them to always return my phone calls or my texts because, by God, I know that they're very busy with their hectic schedules. And, no, I am not sarcastic -- I am very sincere in all the things I'm babbling about right now.

Do you get what I'm saying? I don't want any gap between the five of us. I want us to stick around. I want us to be there for each other always.. Especially if one of us really, really, really needs it.

All I'm asking for right now is that if we have some free time, I hope that we could see each other and, you know, catch up. I hope that we could hang out and pretend we weren't really that far away from each other. I wish we could often sit around and talk about random things like bands and movies and new friends. Don't get me wrong, I understand now why we don't get to talk everyday. Everybody's busy. I get it. Seriously, I do. But, if there's some spare time -- I seriously want to hang out with you guys. Like, SUPER WANT.

I don't want to lose them, that's all. I just hope they feel the same.

Hey November, What's Rollin'?

I love Agyness Deyn so much! She's so beautiful and gorgeous.. Long hair, short hair, dark hair, bald -- she could totally wing it! And she could seriously pull guy-outfits off! Seriously. She's my favorite model. :">

The classic Agyness Deyn look. :">

HOTT STUFFFF!



SEE? She's the only one who could pull that thing off!



Yeah boy. :">



This is my favorite Aggy hairdo. :)

(This one too)HIHIHI.



She's so freakin' beautiful!

So, whatcha think? She's so gorgeous and pretty and beautiful. If I have to change my face.. I am so going to beg God to make my face pretty like that of Agyness Deyn. HIHIHI.

Anyway, Happy Novemer First everybody. God, I hope this month is cool and awesome. *crosses fingers*.