Sunday, June 28, 2009

So What.

Tomorrow is another school day. Boo.

I just want to bond with Candace Bushnell. I think I would collect her books. She's such a fab author. I like how she writes.

I don't wanna go to school. I HATE PE! :|

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Let's Talk Cheese.

What's there to talk about..? How about.. CHEESE. HAHAHA. If you can't find the hilarity in that -- it is, I must say, absatively obvious that you haven't watched She's The Man. EVER. Oh. My. God. That must be one of the saddest thing/s I've encountered in my 17 years of existence. For real.

Anyway, there's a buzz going on around the, well, world. No, I'm not going to blog about how tragic it is that Michael Jackson finally decided to sniff his last air & die (God. I'm such a brute. I'm sorry but, well, the thing is.. I'm sarcastic like that, yeah.) -- I'm talking about a certain teacher getting married. Today. For the love of God.. I was so SHOCKED. No, it has nothing to do with my girlish fantasies about him before. I was, just, well, to put it mildly -- I stared at my cell phone for a good minute before finally replying to Erica (She was the one who gave me the news.) Man, oh man. I'm stunned. He finally decided to settle down.

Marriage. God, I hate that word. No, this has nothing to do with him anymore. This is my personal views about Marry-age. What's the point in getting married when you're going to get divorce sooner or later? I just don't get it. It's supposed to be sacred & all. But, everybody's so into the fad nowadays. Marry ASAP -- Divorce ASAP. There are more broken families than there are more united families. How about the children? Do the parents even think about how divorce would affect their kids? How it would be traumatic to their children? No. People are being more selfish each day. No, I'm not being a hypocrite here because, yeah, I know that I could be an insufferable self-loving bitch. But, dude, I always try to think about what others might feel if I do something. It's not entirely selfish-y.

So, as a result? I told my parents that I would never want to get married. I would stay uninvolved & happy. I could make myself happy. I don't need some guy who would torment me & torture me & have me begging him for annulment or divorce. It's better that way.

The only other signinficant person in my life right now is Ipe. :"> We're going strong. I love him so much. :>

SONG: Waking Up In Vegas. I got LSS-ed.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Should We Even Care At All?

OMG. Booooo. I hope there are no classes tomorrow. For real. I mean, there's a storm & the flood in UST is literally drowning in HELL. And to think that I'm a bit hydrophobic. SRSLY. That's why I always, ALWAYS prefer kiddie pools. They're the safest with the water burbling just up to my knees. See? Safe. So, anyway, I still have a vacation hangover so I think it would be best if I skipped school for two more months. HAHAHA. Sana hindi nalang ako nag-aral 'no? Pero, College is fun din naman. And it kind of excites me to write notes using my new notebook & my new pen with my new bag & walking around with my new shoes. K. :))

I wish I could visit STC soon. I miss the smell of STC. I miss my friends. Ohwell. New phase. I have to do the inevitable -- I have to move on.

I want to put on nail polish on my fingers. But my father said that more thieves might take an interest on me & my fab nails. Jesus Christ. So, I must stay invisible -- No Nail Polish. WTH. :)) That's his law. I think I ought to listen to him. :)) His birthday is so neeeear! It's on the 28th. :D Walalang. :)) I wonder where we'll eat. Hmm. HAHAHA. :))

When I do nothing -- I bloghop in Tumblr sites. And it's because of Paula Hontalba that I discovered the hilarity & beauty of fmylife. Now, I always check it whenever I go OL. :)) It makes me smile 'cause I dunno, it makes me feel an itsy bitsy luckier than the.. Victims. HAHAHA. :))

I wonder when H1N1 would hit our building? I'm just wondering, ok? I'm not ill-wishing or something. I mean, we are surrounded by the other buildings who have H1N1 cases already.. Hmmm.

What a very random post. I think I'm going to blog again lataaah.

Too Much.

Take a look at my new layout. It's cute isn't it? May I also mention that it's also a hassle to add the tagboard page? When I first got this, there's no tagboard -- so, I decided to put on my HTML skills & add one. Voila! A tagboard at the upper left part of the page. :> Thank you Sir Talens for that wonderful gift of HTML skills! =D>

I was rereading most of my posts this year (Just like what Paula suggested.) And, I realized that I basically focused my life on her. Srsly. Instead of studying -- I would wait for her to text me or PM & we would talk all day. I can't say that it's a waste of time because for a while, she made me really, really, really, really, really, really, really HAPPY & LOVED. But, as the cliche goes -- people always leave -- it's time for her to go. And, I couldn't really do anything to change it. Even if I cling to her for dear life, nothing would change the fact that we're not as close as before & we would never be that close again. The only thing I regret is that I'm going to miss one of my closest friends. One of the five people I could say anything to. Ohwell. I wish her the best -- whatever her endeavors in life is -- I hope she succeeds. :>

I'm so excited for Friday! Are you guys too? I hope you are! I want to see all of you! If you see me, I'm so dalaga na! I swear. I promised myself that I would stop being boyish na. So, World, meet the girl version of Rina. :))

It's 8.52 in the morning. I bet I would post something else later.

BTW, GREET MACKEE TODAY! IT'S HER BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU MACKEE! :*

SONG: Skeleton Boy by Friendly Fires.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Saving Private Mother Earth.

Check this out.


By changing my home page, I'm actually saving Energy.. That's what Blackle says anyway. So, what are you all waiting for? Change your home pages ASAP!

PAULA & FIXI. ILY GUYS. FOR REAL. Oo, kahit ikaw Paula! At alam kong magsshine ka sa UP, galingan mo! Ikaw din Fixi -- ikaw pa.. Eh ikaw ata si Felichie Valeriano no! :*

Sunday, June 21, 2009

"Because sometimes it’s easier to say, “I hate you,” than “I miss you, I wish we didn’t fight; I wish you would call me sometimes.” Because sometimes, it’s easier to think, screw life, screw work, screw everything, than admit that you’re overwhelmed and feel like you’re drowning. Because sometimes, it’s easier to admit the simple things than say the hard things and realize how much you’ve been struggling and how much you feel as if life has gone out of your control."

- Got that from Andi's Tumblr.

That's EXACTLY EXACTLY how I feel. Peste. Emo ko. Laslas na nga mamaya!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I Never Thought That..

.. I'd catch this love bug again. :))

Who would've thought that I would listen to Jo.Bro's? They're not bad, actually. :)

I'm done with my Philosophy HW. Who the man? Me the man? I promised myself that I would do good in this First Sem. so I could transfer to another school in the next sem. I'm just not that comfortable in UST. Don't get me wrong, the people are nice -- but really, nothing's wrong with them. Something's wrong with me. As Chris Brown puts it, "It's not you, it's me."

I miss HighSchool. I miss IV1. I miss my friends. I miss STC. SRSLY. I didn't have a hard time adjusting when I transferred there. I don't know why I'm having troubles NOW. I mean, c'mon. You know what I think? I think it's because I got so attached to my STC friends I forgot how it feels like to be without them -- to be separated from them. And, it sucks to think that I might be the only one suffering from this weird-abysmal-school sickness.

I need you guys. I swear, I do.

I'm sorry if you think na I'm O.A. & pinagsisiksikan ko yung sarili ko. I just, I dunno, miss you guys A LOT. And when I read everybody's posts how happy they are & how they're enjoying college -- I get depressed all over again. How could you guys possibly adjust so easily..? I mean, what's the trick? I need to try it so I could, well, be super kaduper happy again. Hmm.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

Skip School. Start Fights.

School is so near! New school. New people. I don't know what to feel. I guess I'm sort of excited & nervous at the same time. Then again.

I'll update again later. I am so not in the mood.

Monday, June 8, 2009

I Got You On My Mind.

One of my hobbies is googling people. SRSLY! But, my favorite person to google is -- none other than me. :))



SEE? The first site that would appear when you google: Rina Macaraig is MY BLOOOOG! Followed by my Twitter & Facebook accounts. :D

Google is my only key to stalking. It's very effective. :>

K. I'll shatap na. :))