Same Old. Same Old.

I can't believe I turned 18 today. I can't believe I can legally watch porn! Wooohoooo! Ok. I'm kidding. :)))))

To be brutally frank, today is the worst birthday. Ever. When I woke up this morning, I have, like, a bazillion spots on my face. My parents comforted me and told me it can't be measles since I have complete vaccine and all. Still. The fact that I looked hideous on my 18th birthday made me really, really, really suicidal. :|

Secondly, today's the last day of the final exams. CA literally bludgeoned my brain. It was so hard. Seriously. I'm 99% sure that I'm going to fail it. Huhu. So much for getting my game face.. Ready. :(

Lastly, I had the crappiest year-ender. Ever. Enough said.

It's not everyday that I turn 18 -- but this day..? I just want to forget all about my birthday. Kill me now.

Do You Know What We're Fighting For?

Long time, no update. I'm at fault, I'm sorry.

Anyway, I finally have a goal. I want to make my parents proud. I want them to look at me like the way they look at my brother. Soooooo, I'm going to be more serious with.. Everything, I guess. After all, we die to rise to something better.. Whatever that shit was. So, yeah.

21 Guns is making me go wacko. Well, not as much as Hallelujah by Paramore. :))

I'm starting to make plans for my 18th birthday. We went last night to Cafe Ysabel to confirm. I don't want to bore you with any of those shit. So..

.. Well, actually, I just have nothing to say. :)) I'm off.

SONG: 21 Guns by Green Day.

First Of Summer.

So, prelims week starting tomorrow. Ugh. I'm sort of freaking out. Super I didn't understand anything this sem. As in NADAH. Wala talaga. I super have to study so that I wouldn't have a tres na naman. BV yung tres shit.

Yeah, I have to study now for the stupid Socio-thereotical-perspective shit. I mean, seriously, WTF? It's a good thing I fed Ipe some new songs. It's going to be a buuuuumpy ride. :(( I hope I pass. Please God.

SONG: Urbandub's First Of Summer.

So, Yeah.

I took the ACET today. Again. I was with Bianca for 2 minutes, then we have to separate since we're in different rooms. Haaay. Too bad we didn't see each other after the exam. I don't want to say anything because it might jinx my chance to, um, pass. Yeah right.

Anyway, I changed my layout since my previous banner sorta expired. I dunno. But, the picture was, like, gone. So, I decided to change my layout na. It's cute naman diba?

I hope I pass the ACET na. Tas when Jodie gets in UPD, we would be very near each other. It's as if we didn't leave STC na din. \:D/ Please let me pass, God. Please?

If I didn't get in, I swear I'm going to nail LaSalle. I am going to screw them.

Shit. It's 11.12 na! I've missed my wish! Ohwell. Maybe tomorrow. GoodNight everybody.

It's 17 today. It's supposed to be my 2nd year.. Pero wala ehh. :)) Tawa tayo. Hahahaha.

Saturday Morning.

Tomorrow, I'm going to take the ACET. Again. At first, I wanted to try it. And then I realized that, WTF, super ang baba ng tingin nila saken, so wag nalang. Then, my father pushed me to take it. So, I'm going to shove my ass to AdMU tomorrow to take the freaking ACET. Good thing Bianca's also there kasi wala na si Nikki. :( Magka-room pa naman ata kame kung nagkataon.

Anyway, I'm reviewing the Trigonometric Functions shit sa wikipedia (Since I lost my Trigo NB in HS. UGH.)

I know I wouldn't pass the ACET naman. I don't know why they're pushing me especially now that I told them na, K, I want LaSalle na talaga since it's very malapit sa bahay. Seriously. PLEASE SANA TANGGAPIN NA AKO NG LASALLE. PLEASE?

After the ACET, I would start studying for the Prelims next, next week. I started na nga kagabi ehh. I was reading some Lit shit na.

Anyway, gotta go. Got to burn my ass here.

Be Careful What You Wish For.

.. `Cause you just might get it. I love the Mayday Parade version. \:D/

Today is another emo-laslas mode day. Why? I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I don't want to return to UST. Ever. It's like what I always say.. I'm not happy there. And, I don't think I would be happy.

I hope that I could transfer next year. Please LaSalle, accept me na. Naiiyak na ako sa sobrang frustration. I swear, seseryosohin ko na yung exam. I SWEAR.

Wala na akong writing mojo. Sinusuck na ng UST. :(

As A Matter Of Fact..

.. I wanted to go to UST today to chill with Nikki&Quimbo. BUT, I can`t because I have to make the stupid CA report. We will report on Wednesday. (I`m using ` again because I can`t use the fucking apostrophe again. I have no idea why.)

Anyway, I`m home alone. Again. Yo has classes. My parents are out. It`s going to be a quiet day. I think my parents would return at around.. 8-9pm.

It was Maeka`s birthday yesterday. And, it`s Kim`s birthday today. I miss them both.

I SAW ASON YESTERDAY! SHE WENT TO UST. OMGGGG. SUPER I MISS HER!

I SAW SANDRA TOO YESTERDAY!!! OMGGGG. SHE`S PRETTIER AND.. TALLER? :))))

Maybe I`ll update again later. Whaddya think?

SONG: Imogen Heap`s Goodnight&Go.

I Don't Know..

.. Why I feel so sad whenever I see abandoned blogs. It's weird, I know. But, it's, like, they're neglecting a part of their selves that's attached to that blog.

I think it's the time of the month again.. That's why I'm getting emo.

OR.. Or maybe I just hate college and I can no longer find any reason to stay happy.

I think that's it.

Bamboozled.

This is my first post for December.. And hopefully, this wouldn't be my last.

Yesterday dismissal was epic. We played SiAySaNoong. And I love the part where ***** ate a BUHAY NA ASO. =)))))

Anyway, my earphones have gone wacko again. I'm going to try to ask the guy from the store if the earphones are included in the warranty. I hope it's included.

No classes on Tuesday. Hallelujaaaah.

Yo's USTET is tomorrow. I don't want to go to UST but I must. My father said that I should accompany my brother. God.

Random post. Not in the mood to type. Just updating. I'll try again lataaah.

Idiot Pilot.

I've tried downloading Ninja Assassin but BTjunkie failed me. Hmm. Or is it Mininova? Whatever. The download wasn't successful so I have to trrrry again. I really want to watch the movie. I googled it and the summary was quite nice so it piqued my interest. Hihi.

In the mean time, I'm currently reading Mayday Eve by Nick Joaquin. It's a requirement for Lit and I have to read it because Mela said that we might report this week. It's a good thing it's written in English -- I really have a hard time understanding Tagalog stories or poems or articles. 77 nga lang ako sa Pinoy, okaaaay? :))

.. And, I'm currently listening to Lincoln Hawk's Everytime. OMG. Super HS daaaays. It was the song Rufus Humphrey sang in GGS1 when Serena was looking for Dan because Georgina was brainwashing Dan. Hmm. Good times.

OMG. I've just realized something! Today is the last day of November for this year! OMG. It's December tomorrow. My, my.. Time flies so fast. A couple of more weeks and it's Christmas time naaaa! \m/ (See my previous post for the explanation of my Christmas excitement.)

Ohyeah, I want to thank Mr. Andres Bonifacio because there's no classes today. Or should I thank all of the National Heroes..? I have no idea. Anyway, yeah, thanks. Without you guys, it would be torture and pure Eco-CA-Lit-CWG hell. :>

I seriously, seriously miss HS. :|

SONG: Change For You by The Midway State. Best song at this moment. :>