Love Maze

I'm rewatching my favorite Run BTS episodes! They really make me happy! I honestly wouldn't survive the pandemic if I haven't discovered them.

THEY ARE SO RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY WITHOUT TRYING, DEAR GOD! Actuaaaaaaally, Run BTS is where I fell in love with Yoongi. AHHHH? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Before Run BTS, syempre Dynamite was my exposure and I found JK reaaaaaaaally, really handsome! Then during Run BTS.. I slowly fell in love with Yoongi.. then all at once. AHH? HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH pero I like his personality there talaga! It was the comic book shop when they were doing ASMR and Jimin was laughing so hard then Yoongi said, "WHY? IS RAMEN FUNNY?" that was the moment! That was my moment na, "Ahhhhhhh teka.. parang eto mahal ko" AHH? HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA but anyway, yes, no regrets. 6 YEARS LATER AND PATAY NA PATAY PA DIN KAY MIN YOONGI NA DI NAMAN ALAM NA NAG EEXIST AKO HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. It's a long time, right? With Zayn, Jared Leto, Brandon Flowers, my other crushes, the obsession usually fade after a few months (years if they're lucky. AWOW??) pero with Yoongi.. hala standing tall padin sya HAHAHAHHAHA

ANYWAY, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEIR CONCERT NEXT YEAR!!!!

Whalien 52

I finished my 78th novel today which is The Guest by Emma Cline. SOLID 4 STARS. I LOVED IT! Especially the very ambiguous ending!

I am currently reading my 79th novel for 2026! It's The Safekeeping by Yael van der Wouden! So far, so good! I feel like I'm going to hate Eva. It's hate at first read but I'm still only on chapter 3 so it's too early to tell.

ANYWAYYYYYYY, it's slut city in Boraland today HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHA

MY GOD JUNGKOOK!!!!! Bitch, when I say I screamed... I SCREAMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just look at this menace driving us mortals CRAZY!!!!!!!

Plus, gosh, Yoongi the other day:

I mean... I'm all for it and I support them especially if it makes them happy but daaaaaaaamn they are driving me insaaaaane. One Yoongi-Rina-JK sandwich please 🙋🏻‍♀️🤭

Grabe my messages to Jodie were so childish and fangirly like, "Omg I'm dying, TAO LANG AKO MIN YOONGI TAO LANG AKO" HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA I can't wait to see them next year!!!!!

At least God doesn't judge me for the thoughts that aren't mine

Okayyyy so I'm typing this post using a different laptop HUHUHUHUHUHU MY OLD LAPTOP DIED LAST SUNDAY!!!!!!!! I was so cranky and PISSED. Hello, I need my laptop for work! I was really moody so... my dad came throuuuuugh huhuhuhuhu he gave me money and told me I could pay him whenever. I'm planning to pay him SANA WITHIN 1 YEAR. Kasi feel nila scammer ako ('cause I don't give back their change, I always ask for stuff, and I rarely pay them back HAHAHAHA pero hello anak naman nila ako 'no, sino pa ba pag gagastusan nila? ANYWAY, GOING BACK, I want to prove that I WOULD pay them back eh, like.. I'm maturing haha) Gosh ang hirap naman ng hindi senior consultant. ANYWAY, SOOOOOO thanks to my dad I was able to buy a new laptop today! I did NOT get a MacBook Pro HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA the laptop that died on me was a MacBook Pro, but I was looking at the specs and the price and.. bitch what would I do with all those high tech stuff? I only ever use my laptop for Word, PPT, Prime, Netflix, Disney+, and Spotify. Actually, I could get the Neo but reviews said that they're best for students? Eh feel ko working girl na ko... HAHAHAHHAAH So I got the M5 MacBook Air 16GB/1TB - PAID IN FULL. THANKS TO MY DAD HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA I'm very thankful but I'm still.. IDK. I STILL WANT MY OLD LAPTOP TBH. I was so smug and I thought I could make it last for 10 years. It died at the tender age of 6 years and 6 months. I MISS THE TOUCHBAR TBH. But, anyway, what can I do. 

ANYWAY, so, I ordered from Casetify (I actually considered Moft but I want a case not just a pouch or something and my cousins use Casetify so G naman) a laptop case and.. wala, ang impulsive ko, I got na din for my phone HAHAHAHAHA

I am so excited! But expected delivery would be between May 5 to May 12 so.. hay. I have to be careful. Ang burara ko pa naman. So, I feel like magkaka-scratch na 'tong laptop before dumating yang case. 

Also, samesies initials with Namjoon - RM YAHUUUUUUUUUU. Sobrang sobrang sobrang hot 🥵 ni Namjoon this Arirang era ha. Tbf, bias line ko naman sya. Sya lang or si Jungkook yung nakikipag-agawan kay Yoongi for my heart. AHHHH???? HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

ANYWAY, omg I have a lot of late uploads/posts! Super dami nangyari last weeeeeeek. I should update this blog before May!

OMG AND RANDOM UPDATE, I don't think I could finish 10 books this month. I FUCKING SUCK!!!!! I'M JUST ON MY 9TH! Parang nagka-reading slump ako na hindi. OMG I think kasi nahook ako sa House Flipper!!!!!!!!! Plus, busy week last week!!!! Met up with a lot of friends! Basta, update nalang ako haha

Ryoiki Tenkai

Sooooooo Jujutsu Kaisen season 3 concluded last Friday and all I have to say is.. YUTA'S EPISODE IS STRAIGHT. FREAKING. GAS!!!!!!!! Personally, the whole episode was AMAZIIIIIING but I can be a bit biased since he's my 3rd favorite character. I really loved him in JJK: 0!!! But his battle with Ryu ++++++++++ Aizo playing in the background....... GAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I watched it 4x already because I loved it so much!!!! I was screaming so hard during the first time I watched it because I love Yuta so muuuuuch SO MUCH!!!!!! So, after finishing it.. I rewatched it immediately!

I just have to highlight how, during the last scene, Yuta was saying that Uro would never accept anything he says because he comes from a place of privilege. We love a self-aware king huhuhuhu

PLUUUUUUS, ICING ON THE CAKE!!!! Joon and JK are massive JJK fans!!!!!!! But JK is more into it (see photo below HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA cctto!) He even said during his Golden listening party (if i'm not mistaken) that JJK is his favorite anime!!!!

Omg I can't freaking wait for season 4! It's The Culling Games part 2! Fiiiine i think i could wait for 2 years (HUHUHUHUHUHUHU) if the cinematography is going to be like season 3s! It's so good. SO. FREAKING. GOOD!

Merry Go Round

ARIRANG DROPPED TODAY! THE WHOLE ALBUM IS BOOOOOOMB!!!!!! But so far my favorite is Merry Go Round!

YOONGI IS SO HANDSOME I AM DYING!!!!! DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Joan Is Awful

Omg I started watching the 6th season of Black Mirror yesterday and it's *chef's kiss* (I'll spoil for a bit) BUT I was shocked to my very core that the 1st episode has a happy ending??? I really didn't expect it. It was so meta! I loved it. I only ever watched Annie Murphy in Schitt's Creek but oh em gee she's so versatile! Grabe the range. I'm impressed! Clap clap clap!

As usual, I can't binge watch Black Mirror because I find it heavy?? So isa-isa muna. Today I watched Mazey Day! May funny part but I won't say. Basta yung medj during the climax tawang tawa talaga ako kasi ????? HAHAHHAHAHAHA pero omg super dami symbolisms & I GOOGLED AFTER & I GOT THE SYMBOLISMS RIGHT Lolzzzzz

Also I made a Rina-Yoongi wedding playlist  HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA BAKIT!!!! SABI NILA MANIFEST DAW HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

These are some of the songs!! Basta it's aces padin!!! It's ongoing pa eh! I'll add more songs as I go! Apparently.. I have more sad songs than happy songs kaya medyo ang hirap pero gosh Yoongi sure ako magugustuhan mo 'to baby! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

RINA BUMALIK KA NA SA REALITY AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA eh for fun lang naman! Fantasy lang nga eh! 

Spring Day 🌷🪷💐

 

You're My Best Friend for the rest of my life

Been playing this on repeat the whole day because it still breaks my heart BECAUUUUUSE I remember how it was the background music in their Bangtan Bomb episode where they said goodbye to Seokjin during the first day of his mandatory military enlistment HUHUHUHUHU JK's tearful eyes HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU I love them so much 

 

You know we got that vibe, baby

Omg a lot has happened the past few days. Gosh, I realized how sheltered I am. I am shocked to my very core that some people are actually like that. Jesus. I thought it was something made out of a movie or like something that only happens in movies but holy crap wtf is that. I really am shocked to my very core. 

Anyway, gosh I love BTS so much. Like I could rewatch old vides over and over and still finish each video with a goofy smile on my face. I love them so much. OH MY GOD AND CAN I JUST SAY - hindi na ko nagkakagusto sa totoong tao tanginaaaa HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA like legit!!! I haven't liked anyone in a really long time SINCE BTS. As in BTS nalang talaga life ko and tbh I HAVE NO REGRETS. They don't make me cry heartbreaking tears!!! Well except Seokjin (so far) when he enlisted HUHUHUHUHUHUHU i miss him so much! 

I really love Yoongi PANO BA 'TO LORD. I was telling my mom and she sympathetically told me, "Anak, kelangan mo na bumalik sa reality" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pero like legit, if you backread and stuff - di ko talaga priority kasi love life since I was in HS. Like I'm happy and contented with who I have in my life. EH PUCHA DUMATING PA BTS - SO PANO NA. Mas pusong bato tayo ngayon HAHAHAHAHAHA pero grabe they make me really happy talaga. Even their songs are catchy AF and like very uplifting. Hay. 

BTS FOR LYF BITCHEZZZZZZZZZZ