I Got Poached.

Yesterday was my worrrrrrrrrst, um, drunken experience. T'was a killer. It's a good thing I barely remember anything now. Woohooo.

Justin Biebs and Sean Kingston's Eenie Meenie is on loop.

I don't want to say anything anymore. So, I'm gonna scoot and.. I dunno. Haha.

I'll Swim The Ocean For You.

Today is not a fairytale. Today is a very, very, very bad day.

Do you have those moments when you want to cling to your mother for dear life? As I've tweeted, today is definitely one of those days. I wont talk about it publicly because it's a private-family stuff, but, yeah. It was depressing. I don't believe it's my fault and I would never think it's my fault. I would've admitted it if it was in my intentions to harass/annoy-the-shit-out-of/offend somebody. But, the thing is, it wasn't my intention. It really was not.

On a different note (as well as a crappy one. Well, not as crappy as my previous paragraph. Still.) I forgot my reg form at my dorm. I wasn't able to do the NSTP thing. I'm so dead. Anyway, I'll just make an extra effort to make Module 3 more.. Enticing.

I'm going to forget everything that happened today. When I wake up tomorrow, I would put on a sun-shiney smile. Everybody would think I'm very happy. Guess what? I could be very happy, indeed.

Sniff Like A Baby, Bitch.

.. Ok. I have no idea why that's my title.


OMG MY CRUSH JUST IM-ED ME.

I COULD DIE NOW.

He's not my crush anymore okaaaaay.

KBYE.

Cheeseburger Seizure.

I've been craving for a McDo cheeseburger for two weeks now. For two weeks, I had to bite my tongue whenever I see a tarp of the McDo cheeseburger. My mouth gets all watery whenever I think of it. Oh darling Cheeseburger.. You're so near and yet you're so far. You might be saying in your narrow minds, "Why can't she just buy the bloody cheeseburger and save us all from this displeasure of her ranting?" See, Sir, the answer is simple: My parents would bludgeon me to death if I touch a cheeseburger. They're still making me go on a diet. So, I can't look at a cheeseburger.. Let alone touch one, whenever I'm with them. It's a good thing school would be starting on Wednesday.

NOT.

As much as I want to savor the yummy-goodness of McDo's cheeseburger.. I don't want to go to school yet. Yes, yes. I remember weeks ago -- I've been hoping that time would fly so fast because I want to go to school. Indeed, it came. Then it dawned on me that I'm in a new dorm. And, yeah, last year, my dorm experience wasn't fun. Like what I've said, those people there are douchebags who think/s that I'm a piece of crap they can bully. Guess again suckers. Hmmm. Pero, seriously, when you look at them, san ba sila nanggaling? The only sane person there was Krissy. I think I'm going to miss her. Anyway, as I was saying, I have a new dorm. And, kahit gano pa kakapal ang mukha ko, I'm still a little bit nervous. I hope that my new dormmates are better. *crosses fingers*

Another reason why I don't want to go to school yet is my bloody schedule. I HAVE to wake up at 6 in the morning because classes start on 7am. This is my cue to say.. BLOODY HELL. I mean, WTH, I'm not a morning person. I don't know how I managed to survive my HS years with all those early-waking-up habits. But, it's long gone now. How will I face this new SY? Why'd they have to mess up with the schedule anyway? 7am? Seriously? *WTF face*

I'll get used to it, I guess. It doesn't mean that I still want to go to school. I just want to stay with my mommy. I wish she could accompany me on the 1st day of school. I hope she's not very busy come Wednesday.

K. Toodles. Just updating.

Oh yeah, and if you're wondering about that little debate I had on Nicole's debut.. Yep. I went to her 18th birthday celebration. T'was fun. But, it kinda sucks because I had to leave early. Jesus. Anyway, bye.

SONG: DCFC's Soul Meets Body.

The Future's A Blurry Asshole.

I might or might not go to Nicole's debut tomorrow. God knows how much I waaaant to go. Everybody's going! My UST friends are going. Even... is going. See? I'm so going to miss out if I don't go tomorrow. But, the problem is.. I don't have anything to wear. Ugh. That's the dilemma. :| I want to go. Please God. Please let there be a shining black dress that wouldn't make me look dorky. PUH-LEASE. I've reached a very crucial age wherein I must attend the debut of one of my friends.

After Nicole's debut, the next big thing is classes on the.. 15th? Is it the 15th or the 16th? I don't even know. Ok, now that we're talking about school, I just have to say that I am excited. And, at the same time, I am not excited. I can't believe that summer's almost over and I'm going to face the books again. And, well, another dorm, a new one, for that matter. I hope my new dormmates are not douchebags like my former-dormmates. Krissy was the only sane person in my old dorm. Anyway, as I were saying before I rudely interrupted myself, I am excited and not excited. I want to see my friends. But, at the same time, I'm dreading my new schedule. I have to wake up at around 6 so I wouldn't be late for my 7am classes. How very traumatizing. But, being the pragmatic person that I am, I still haven't bought an alarm clock. So, how can I possibly wake up early now? (Note to self: Buy an alarm clock)

I'm ranting again, am I? I have this habit of gnawing my words in. Like, I'm chewing tissue or something. Ugh. Very sorry. I'm just not over debating with myself. Do or do I not want to go to school?

Anyway, I hope I can go to Nicole's debut tomorrow. PLEASE GOD. *crosses fingers* And, please, I hope I can find the perfect dress that wouldn't make me look like an elephant. *crosses fingers again*

SONG: McFly's Obviously. :)

Buymoria.

By the time this post's published.. I'm already in Cabanatuan. Since we didn't get to celebrate my mom's birthday yesterday (Mostly, it's her fault. She only goes to the house to take a bath.. And then she goes back to the freakin' hospital.) Anyway, since we didn't get to celebrate my mom's birthday yesterday, we're going to celebrate it today. :>

I made this post t 8.43 AM. I just woke up, plugged on my laptop and typed away. Strictly speaking, nothing's happening yet. I mean, seriously, I just woke up. *sighs* I want something to happen. I want some.. I dunno. Fireworks in my life. Everything's just boring. It's like, throughout my college existence -- I've been staring at a creamy blank page of notebook and, yes, just doing that.. Staring. I want adventures. Like, bungee jumping, perhaps? :))))) I could be a risk-taker if I wanted to. It's just that I wasn't able to show everybody this cute trait of mine.

Anyway, I gotta go eat breakfast.

Zipper Bob.

I was sifting through my past posts.. Especially my posts when I was in 4th year, and I thought, man, I could really rant! Haha. To be honest, I was sort of cringing because all of my posts were almost always about *drum roll please* her. God, I was so pathetic. I let my whole world revolve around her that I didn't get to appreciate the other human beings who really, really loves me.

So, what now? I could honestly say that I've gotten over everything. Whenever I remember those things, I just laugh and think, "OMG. I was like that back then?" Things have changed. I've faced the inevitable, indeed -- change.

I met a hell lot of new people. I've bonded with them. Some, I love. Some, I loathe. Some, hates me. Some, likes me. Through all of these things, I am very much proud to say that I've faced it. I've faced everything. And, I've learned to accept the situations banging in front of me. Somehow, I've learned how to get through and live life.

In some ways, I would like to say that I've matured a lot.

But then -- we all know that I'm just kidding myself.

Anyway, to a fresh start? Hello SY 2010-2011.

I Need To Let You Know.

So, U2's Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own's whirling inside my head the whole day. Long time no update. All my fault. I've been too preoccupied with my Tumblr account that I've been a traitor to my Blogger account. I am so very sorry. :( Please forgive me. We've been together for 3 years now.. I wouldn't want to leave you. You've been with me through thick and thin. And now, I'm going to start another chapter in my life (A new school year in layman's term) and I want you to be a part of it. K?

Anyway, The OC's been keeping me company. I'm having a marathon. Season 3.. Here I come! Seth Cohen is such a cutie pie. He reminds me of my brother. Seriously.

Oh yeah, tomorrow's my mom's birthday. What should I do to make it more special? I couldn't really buy her anything because I am literally BANKRUPT. Ugh. I deserve to die. This coming school year, I am so going to save some moolah to buy myself a new cellphone. My 3-year-old cellphone needs to retire. So, yeah. It's a good thing my mom said she's raising my allowance. YEEEEEHAAAAW!

So, yeah. I want my mom to have an extra special birthday. I'm going to be good this coming SY. I promise. 0:-)

SONG: U2's Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own.

It's Ekay's 18th today. I had so much fun. We had a karaoke night-to-day. We got drunk. Actually, Jonah & Ekay didn't get drunk. Hmph. Dunno why. We ate a lot. We had lot of shizzles. And, I made peace with someone.

I'm so happy that she turned 18 na. I wouldn't be the only oldy now. :)))))

Too tired. Talk to you soon.

The Perks Of Being 18.

The perks of being old and wrinkly.. My parents allowed me to go Ekay's overnight-birthday party in Batangas. How friggin' cool is that? OMG. I. AM. SO. EXCITED. I hope Jonah's parents would allow her too. Then again.. I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't allow her.. She's only 17. OK. HAHAHAHA. I'm kidding. Anyway, I am super HAPPY that they allowed me. I'm so going to kiss their asses.

My dad told me that I should try to be a DL, though. I promised even though I know it wouldn't happen. I'm going to try this school year. I so swear.

Anyway, I have to go. We're going to eat dinner. Toodles!

SONG: Miley Cyrus' Party In The USA.