Nobody's Gonna Tell You How To Live.

Earlier this morning, I was question my decisions in life - whether I made the right decision to stay in Med school or am I just pushing it and it's not really for me. I was on the verge of acceptance that maybe medical school is just a dream, a fantasy, but then, the Anatomy results came out and.. puneta, I passed. I was asking God that if I have a failing grade (MPL was 60! So, I was freaking out like shit because it's 60!) at least let me be 4 points below the MPL. And omg, I got 4 points. 4 points above the MPL! I know it's not much but dude, I passed. I freaking passed.

So, I guess Medicine is for me. I just have to fight hard for it. Laban talaga.

You Can Be Somebody's Everything But You Just Can't Be Mine.

It breaks my heart that some of my most awesome friends can't see their worth - how they deserve nothing but the best, how they are a destination and not a stop-along-the-way. Hay. It just kills me inside, you know? Friends, I wish you could see yourselves through my eyes.

On loop the last six days. Current fave song.

For All You Broken Renegades.

School is okay. I've adjusted, I think. New people, new friends. Exam's in two weeks! Daily grind, daily hustle!

My current favorite song. Teehee.

Summer, Kind of Wonderful (2016 Version)

How to summer Med school style:

May 5, 2016. 

EK with some of my 2019A friends. It's Glea's first time so HAHAHAHA extra special:

May 6, 2016!

 May's 24th birthday and Michelle's 18th birthday:

May 7, 2016

Happy 24th birthday Eryel (May 6)! Super chill celebration with my HS friends but it was so much fun. I've missed them so much. And swear parang wala din nagbago samin. We don't get to see each other often but I'm so glad we're still the same.

May 18, 2016

Random sleepover with Jodie!

May 30-June 1, 2016!

Went to Batangas courtesy of the Lopez family!

Hanggang jan lang ako. Di man lang ako umabot ng Station 1. HAHAHA Mt. Maculot hike!

June 3, 2016

Random catch up with my college friends. Talked about how we were able to graduate eh super wala kaming kwentang students HAHAHAHAHA. But omg I'm so proud of them. They achieved na a lot in life.. while I'm still struggling as a student. HAHAHAH!

June 4, 2016

Date with Jonah!

July 18-21, 2016

Ilocos trip with 2018B dapat but naging barkada trip nalang HAHAHAHA!

(Thanks Vera and Joyfie HAHAHHA)

There were other chill trips like the spontaneous Tagaytay trip with Leif, random cocol at NLEX HAHAHAHA, but we didn't take photos. Anyway, we were almost always at Kyle's place to drink so.. Yay vacation well-spent! I mean, good luck to our livers but.. YOLO. HAHAHHAHA joke!

So, that's my summer. How was yours?

Hold On, My Darling.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG school starts on Monday! As in this coming Monday! Where did my 4 month vacay go?? Excited and nervous at the same time. Hay sana I'm okay with my groupmates. Yun lang talaga. And syempre, understand na everything.

Claire de Lune

I'm so happy! I've been going through something big the last month and after keeping it to myself for so long, I finally had the guts to tell my mom! And extra icing on the cake? She didn't get mad! She was more concerned and loving huhuhuhu I love you so much Mommy! In my defense, I prepared her by telling her that I don't regret anything and papanindigan ko talaga 'to. Now, I have to muster extra courage to tell my dad - in a few months, I guess, when I wouldn't be able to hide it anymore. Anyway, I'm just so relieved that my mom didn't kill me or berate me or something. She was very understanding. Huhuhuhuhu. I told her not to tell my dad yet. I'll be the one to tell my dad. In time.

In other news, school starts in 9 days. 9 freaking days. So, no walwal na, sure. I'll be a rare Pokemon na to my friends. Oh well. I always asked people out para nga malubos 4 months pero ngayon back to the daily grind. So, see you everyone after, what, a year again? Hay. So scared for this coming SY though. Last chance. I can't fuck up!

Men, Men, Men, Men, Men.

Two and a Half Men is actually pretty decent! Loving it so far!

Sometimes When You Fall? You Fly.

Nothig worth having comes easy. I may be a lot of things but I am not someone who would stand idly by and wait for "fate" to get me the stuff I really want. I would work hard for this because I know it's going to be worth it. Soldier on.

It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia.

I'm watching this right now. Haha. I just finished watching Melissa & Joey. And I'm updated with Baby Daddy and Young & Hungry so.. Kinda looking for new sitcoms to watch. Lol. So far so good 👌👌👌

The Sun Is Coming Out.

It's a bad few months but it doesn't mean it's a bad life. It really isn't a bad life. ☺☺☺