Baby, Do You Like This Beat? I Made It So You'd Dance With Me.

Omg it's already August 28! 3 more days and it's the start of Christmas season (in the Philippines!!!!!!) already! So, to get my Christmas spirit rolling, i started watching Holiday Hallmark movies haha. I've been doing this since med school. Even if it's so far away from Christmas, I would use Hallmark movies as background noises while I studied. It's what I'm doing now actually, but i'm not sure if it's a Hallmark movie, I just found it in Netflix. It's a Christmas Hallmark-ish film starring Jessica Lowndes called, "I'm Glad it's Christmas."

One character looks like a wrinkled sack of twigs though.

Anyway, idk, I was going to say something revolutionary but I got distracted and forgot. Oh well.

Marry My Husband

So, I watched Lovely Runner 3x HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA my fyp was full of Lovely Runner clips HUHUHU I LOVE LOVE!!! Anyway, so I finally decided to watch a different kdrama and since BTS was mentioned in episode 6 (I saw clips beforehand), I decided with Marry My Husband.

The premise was interesting enough but.. I did not like it. It was so.. meh. Like, I'm all for revenge TV shows but this is giving lazy writing. It's like they thought of all the cliches and all the predictable plots from soaps and decided to mix it in one series. Idk i was so underwhelmed. Okay, so for enjoyable and superb revenge kdramas, I would consider Itaewon Class (although I can be a bit biased here because it's my most favorite kdrama in the whole wide world. Idk what's with it but i love it so much!!!), The Glory, and Eve as top-tier. The revenge was executed perfectly. Marry My Husband, on the other hand, really fails in comparison. Sure, the revenge aspect of the story was detailed but the last scene with her best friend was so inadequate and unsatisfactory. It left me feeling like, "Huh? That's it?" I would've wanted more action, more pizzazz!

And the chemistry? IT WAS SO NON-EXISTENT!!! What's up with that! I googled the main actor and actress because i couldn't believe they were paired together. They have no chemistry! Tbh i have more chemistry with a boiled potato. Why are they forced to act all lovey-dovey when it's giving nothing - NOTHING.

But let's give credit where credit is due, the antagonist, pyscho bff was such an amazing actress. I really did want to smash her face on a hot pan of burning charcoal. She was an exceptional actress, she was able to evoke these homicidal feelings from me. 

Marry My Husband was entertaining enough but it was so meh.

I Don't Care That You're A Stoner

 Met up with friends last Friday and Saturday! It's been a long time since I went out with friends!

ANYWAY omg i love Chapelle Roan. Her songs are SO CATCHY!!! I particularly love Red Wine Supernova!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Cause I'm Falling Slowly In Love With You

I JUST FINISHED LOVELY RUNNER AND OH MY EFFING GOD AHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU MY HEARTEEEEEAAAAAUUUUUUUU!!!! I AM SO HAPPY IT FEELS LIKE MY HEART IS GOING TO COMBUST FROM HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I loved it so much!!! Even the ending was 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼 ahuhuhuhuhuhuhu the ending was wrapped up perfectly because it's still connected with the main theme of the story 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Anyway, i'm finding it harder and harder to talk to my parents these days. They're the best but it feels like i lived away from them for a long time and it made it harder for us to understand each other. Like with my mom, I used to tell her everything but it's harder now. It's like she doesn't understand anymore. Parang mas close-minded na sya compared before. O baka sa kung anu-anong pinapanuod nya sa FB yan amputa. I don't think I'm close to her anymore tbh. Idk. I love them but it feels like there's a gap. Idk.

I'm listening to 10cm's Spring Snow (FROM LOVELY RUNNER) & AHUHUUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU LOVE IS PAIN LOVE IS PAIN. Omg watch it talaga it's so cute!!!!! 

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

ANYWAYYYYYYYY happy first of the week

The More Dangerous It Is, The Happier I Am

 Wow it's been more than a year since I updated this. 

Anyway, so I'm a licensed physician now. Finally, right? If I remember correctly, results were released on April 18. There were whispers but I was so "whatevs" at that point. Like my mindset was, "I'll find out whatever happens naman" so I was actually sleeping (aroung 6-ish pm HAHHAHHAHAHA) then I woke up because my phone won't stop ringing. I had calls and messages from my parents and a lot of friends. I was so elated, I bawled. It's really God, Padre Pio, and St. Theresa of Avila istg. ++++++ my parents and my friends. God. I never, NEVER would've survived without them.

It was actually tricky because my grandmother died 4 days before the PLEs. So, I spent days studying at Funeraria Paz. It was such a shame because my grandmother didn't even see me become a physician. I remember during my first first year, she would call the condo to ask if I've eaten dinner already and if I was studying. She was the only person who calls the condo landline. So, when it rang, I knew it was her. Anyway, I got sad. None of my grandparents saw me become a licensed MD.

Hmm what else what else. Last June we went to Singapore and stayed there for a week. It was so fun because the whole Macaraig fam was complete! I love my Macaraig fam! I really had a lot of fun! Most of us had been to SG before, I think it was just Gabby who traveled to SG for the first time. Anyway since it's our 2nd, some 3rd/4th/5th's etc time, we were actually very chill with the touristy spots etc etc. Like, one whole day we just stayed at my uncle's place there.

So anywayyyyyyyyy Idk what to do with my life now. Ughhhh I'm actually back to my 2013 post-college dilemma - WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE NOW. I spent yeaaaars trying to get this license, I failed to plan ahead. This is stressing me out.

I'm currently 31 books in for the year! My reading goal for 2024's just 5 books but yeheyyyy so far I was able to read 31. I was in a reading slump but for the past 2 days, I was able to finish 3 novels so I think my slump is semi over????? Hopefully

AND I'M WATCHING THE LOVELY RUNNER. I LIKE BYEON WOO SEOK'S FACE. And all biases aside ha, I think he acts well. He's able to portray the subtlety of trying to hide your kilig and shit. I luveeeet. But i'm just 6 episodes in. OR 8???? Idk ahuhuhuhu i took a break because it feels like my heart is going to combust from happiness. HAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY