It hurts so much. I've spent the last weeks crying and bawling and I don't think it's going to stop any time soon. I wish the crying would help the pain because, Jesus Christ, I can't emphasize enough how much this is hurting me. I know I've been through a lot but this one, this time, it's really killing me. I wish I could just fly away and leave - but I can't because I have school.
If you believe in God, or even if you don't, can you please pray for me? I just want the pain to go away.
