We Were Only Strangers Cornered In A Dark Room.

The first few months of 2018 was actually.. crap. It was shit. I spent a lot of time crying and shit. And now I have trust issues. I don't know if everything's going to be better but I'm hoping for the best. I mean, I know that if we want things to work out, I should learn how to trust again. Maybe I would. But, eventually. Not now. I don't if I can trust nga completely eh. I'm trying but it's so hard. I get flashbacks and shit and it.. hurts me. It really does.

Pucha I'm a strong, independent woman. Kaya ko talaga. I just didn't expect that I would get hurt like this. And from the person I least expected to do this to me. Haha. It doesn't feel good. It feels really awful. 

So, May palang. I hope the year turns around. Looking for pick me ups and shit. I miss my UERM med friends. I miss big crowds. Hay. Summer please come sooner.

Easy Way Out.

Wow a lot has happened since I last updated this blog. I am now 26 years old and I'm going to be a 2nd year med student soon (OMG CLAIMING IT WAHOO WAHOO!!!!!!!) 

Anyway, I'm updating during lunch break because I bought a new keyboard for my tablet. So I'm happily typing shit. I'm running out of things to say. Haha.

So ayun lang naman. Hehe. Haha. Bye.

I'll update some more later (if I have the time. We actually have a lot of shit to do na because it's the 6th longs and exams are almost near. Hay nako. Tas I'm sure pa I'm not exempted sa other subjects so.. meh. Whatevs. That was never a goal for me in the first place. I just want to go to 2nd year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)