Tuesday, June 22, 2021

High Like The Moon, Rock With Me

Hey! It's been so long! I can finally say that I'm in a really, really, really good place.


I'm currently shadowing my parents since we won't have any face to face. I practiced venipuncture on my dad yesterday. He was not impressed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I mistakenly pulled out the syringe first before loosening the tourniquet ðŸĪŠ You really learn by experience. 


I was also able to scrub in for my mom's CS. Geez, she's so impatient and super sungit - good thing she's not a professor HAHAHAHAHA She's only sungit with me, though. Gosh,


A few more months or maybe next month? Idk the specifics, actually, it would be our graduation! I'm so excited even if I don't have any plans on going to Bulacan to physically go to my graduation. I'm fine with online. There's no special enough reason to be there physically. 


Speaking of not being there anymore, I moved out of my dorm last Friday! Gosh, now that's a mixture of feelings. Despite the last manager being a total asshole, I enjoyed my stay there and everyone else was nice. I would miss living and being alone. I like my me-time to be honest.


I bought myself a Kindle last April as a late birthday present for myself (CAN YOU BELIEVE I'M TURNING 30 NEXT YEAR????? Omg I started this blog when I was 13 - 13!!!! There are actually a lot of views and stuff that I was able to change and grow out of to since I matured. HAHA matured. But yeah) AND I should be studying but I really lost my drive? I was able to finish 32 novels already and I'm halfway through my 33rd. I'll try to finish a chapter on something Medical today, though. I'm feeling guilty.


Anyway, gosh, I'm really happy. The only upside of this depressing pandemic was, FOR ME, I was slowly able to bring back my old self? I don't know if that makes sense but that's important to me. I'm not kidding when I say I lost myself there. I stopped being happy. I'm still taking it one step at a time.


But right now? I'm exactly where I want and need to be.



P. S. OMG BTS ROCKS. THEY CAME AT THE RIGHT MOMENT IN MY LIFE 💜 I was never a Kpop fan (or even a Kdrama fan but I don't mind people who are. To each his own, you know?) but everyone of them is so charming and lovable. They really make me happy EVERY FREAKING DAY. I love them so much 💜