I just want to tell you that there was a long weekend, there were no classes from Monday until Tuesday (that's today. So when you think about it, it's a 4 day-weekend. But, I suckass because we had a Prelims exam last Saturday. Fucking hard PR exam, I might say.) So I went home. I was with my mom and dad for three glorious days. My brother didn't come home because, wow, he has exams today so.. I dunno why, it's a freakin' holiday.
Anyway, I'm currently listening to Bon Iver's Creature Fear (Truth be told, being the total freak that I am, it's been on loop since Friday.) I feel a teeny-tiny bit sad because I'm leaving tomorrow and I have to go back to the dorm. No, scratch that, it's a lie.. I feel terribly sad because I have to leave tomorrow. When will I see my mom again? Every Friday, if I'm lucky. When will I hear my dad's horrible jokes again? During the semestral break. See, the last time I saw him was the day after his birthday, June 29. Unbelievable, right? As much as I complain about them being horrifyingly annoying, it kills me because I don't leave with them. I see them 4x a month. Sometimes, I don't see my dad at all.
So, what I'm saying is.. I take it all back. I take all the harsh words back. I take all the insensitivity back. I take all the ungratefulness back. I want to live with my parents until I die. I can't imagine ever living without them.
You guys wouldn't understand especially if you're living with your parents. You wouldn't get me.
But, see, my parents -- they are my bright little ray of sunshine.
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