phantasmagoria: I swore my loyalty to me, myself, & I

Well, it's been a wild.. few months. For the sake of being mysterious, I just got to say that I've stumbled a lot but I'm too stubborn to give up. My last stumble was last May. That shit sucked. BUT in hindsight, it's not too bad because Idk, I guess I didn't belong there??? I wasn't as devastated as I was last November 2024. Did another thing this October but if I'm being honest with myself, the results are going to tear my heart apart. I just know it. It's so way out of my league but I was so in love with it. I loved everything about it and I couldn't wait to learn everything and learn more. HENCE, the great foreboding grief. But tbh I hope it goes well. This could be the world's pretty little present for me since I've been having shit since around 2017. ISN'T 8 YEARS ENOUGH TO SUFFER FROM ALL THOSE KARMIC POWERS WORKING ON ME?

ANYWAY, hmmm what else what else. Okay I got so hooked with The Summer I Turned Pretty and my Taylor Swift scrobbles hit an all-time high HAHAHAHAHAH

I MEAN LOOK AT THAT HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I've been a casual listener since high school (Teardrops on My Guitar era & Love Story, yes, I'm that old) and I've loved her songs like Our Song and The Best Day but I've always been a casual fan. I know her hit songs because who doesn't? Although, I have to say, Folklore was my favorite album. I was still in med school when that was released and omg I loved it so much! Especially the 1 and exile!

ANYWAY, going back, TSITP was so tied up with Taylor Swift songs my scrobbles spiked. Currently I'm listening to The Fate of Ophelia because it's such a banger! PLUUUUUS, TEAM CONRAD, BITCHES!!!!!!!! It was the year of yearning and it's baby Connie's yeaaaar! I'm a sucker for yearners huhuhuhuhuhu

I also got hooked on Jujutsu Kaisen. YES OKAY. When I was watching the first season I was, okay this is cool, this is funny but then I reached the 2nd season and it hit me with Hidden Inventory / Premature Death, and biiiiiitch I was hooooooooked. I loved it so much because the Gojo-Geto falling out can really happen irl but at the same time.. I can't really blame Geto for reaching that state? I have a lot of feelings, I'll attach below nalang the summary of my feelings HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I have more feelings and I'm so happy I got to convince Jodie to watch it!!!! I even watched the freaking Hidden Inventory / Premature Death in the cinema okay HAHHAHAHAHAHA the subs they used was the subs used in Amazon Prime. Okay, so get this, I watched it on Disney+, Netflix, and Prime. I was at the point of my life where I could say, "Ahhh they used the Prime subs. It has a different interpretation in Netflix" the way Yo looked at me with pitying eyes.. HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA but i have to say, Prime has the BEST subs and Disney has the fucking worst. As in parang AI generated yung iba. Anyway, Yo told me it sucks that I became a fan too late because APPARENTLY we had special passes when we went to Universal Studios in Japan for JJK and we actually got to watch but I had no idea it was JJK. I was just there for the vibes. Basta I remember lang we went to something anime tas wow cool seats and graphics but I didn't know it was JJK HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU I have to go back to Japan for 2 things: 1. Studio Ghibli 2. JJK HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

Anyway, I can't wait for season 3!!!!!

Anyway, this is my Top 5 faves list:

I mean, of course, it's Gojo. Gojo my 6'3" GOAT.

My 2nd fave: HS Geto. The voice of reason. The moral compass.

I think the Hidden Inventory / Premature Death arc hurt me a lot because I hate friendship breakups the most. And these two - they were best friends, soulmates, even. Gaaaah just thinking about it makes me sad huhuhuhuhuhu I mean look

After everything, after years of not talking, he still considers Geto as his best friend. AND THAT'S THE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP I WANT!!! I think I'm lucky with Jodie.

ANYWAY, for better understanding, please read this article. It has a very good explanation of the friendship, the trigger, and the falling out of the Strongest Duo. Huhuhuhu

ANYWAY, my 3rd favorite: Yuta!

I really enjoyed his arc in JJK: 0!!!!! And I honeeeestly can't wait for season 3 because he'll have a lot of roles! He was mentioned only in passing in season 1 so YES I AM EXCITED FOR YUTA!!!! And what his role is going to be since he was portrayed as a scaredy cutie pie in JJK 0!

I won't be wrong if I say Nanami was a fan favorite, right? And, bitch, Shibuya Incident.. I cried like a bitch. ESPECIALLY AFTER HIS LAST WORDS TO YUJI. He was still so considerate!!

I love Nanami so much and I still mourn his death.