Thursday, July 4, 2013

Look Into My Eyes.

Saw this one on Tumblr.  So, this may be kind of jologs but I'm bored (although I don't have any right to be bored.  Ugh I feel so guilty right nowwwwwww)  Anyway..

  • I think I’m ugly sometimes. (Most of the time.  I don't actually think I'm beautiful but I don't really care.  I love myself!  So, what if I'm ugly, you know?  Who cares?)
  • I tan easily.  (Note: Ano Kaya 'To shoot!  I looked like I went to the beach.  I was so tan and red and shit!)
  • I have a bad memory.
  • I wish my hair was a different color.  (I'm actually planning on dyeing it brown.  I'm just waiting for my hair to grow longer so I could chop off the rebonded parts.)
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
  • I wear glasses.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.  (When I wasn't this fat, you know?  Mostly girls, tho hahahahaha)
  • I have more than 2 piercings.  (I wish!  My dad's really corny so even if I'm twenty-one, I'm not allowed to have extra piercings and shit!)
  • I have piercing in places besides my ears.
  • I have freckles.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I have a sibling less than six year old.
  • I want to have kids someday.  ** (Sometimes, when I think about the future (especially if the kid is cute!  I love really cute kids!)  But, I could always see myself and the kid.  I don't want a partner.)
  • I’m in school.
  • I have a job. 
  • I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
  • I almost always do/did my homework.
  • I drift off a lot.
  • I have big dreams.
  • I’ve missed a week or more of school. 
  • I failed more than 1 class last year.
  • I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
  • Disney movies still make me cry.  ** (Only Treasure Planet.)
  • I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
  • I think of stupid things to do.
  • I was born with a disease/impairment.
  • I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
  • I’ve broken a bone.
  • I’ve had my tonsils removed.
  • I’ve sat in a emergency room with a friend.
  • I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know.
  • I’ve been on a plane. 
  • I’ve wished on a shooting star.
  • I’ve seen a meteor shower.
  • I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.  (Always!  When I was in the dorm and when I'm too lazy to change into a pair of jeans.  I told you I don't care about my looks and shit.  Some people were actually ogling.)
  • I’ve been to a casino.  (I remember two years ago, I was already 19 and my mom celebrated her birthday by going to the casino, the guards almost didn't let me in 'cause they thought I was younger.  It kinda sucks when you don't have an ID or any proof that you're no longer a minor.)
  • I’ve been skydiving.  (Part of my bucket-list, tho!!)
  • I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. 
  • I’ve gone skinny dipping.
  • I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.  (Yup, this happened a week ago.)
  • I’ve had dry rum shots.
  • I’ve been skiing.
  • I’ve been in a play.
  • I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
  • I’ve seen the Northern lights.
  • I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
  • I’ve played chicken fight.  (Jesus, I'm too fat and too heavy to play this game.  Although.. I could be the person carrying another person..)
  • I’ve played a prank on someone.
  • I’ve ridden in a taxi.  (Mastered this when I was taking my OJT!  I didn't want to ride the LRT/MRT so I always rode the cab from Makati to ABS-CBN.  It's kind of pricey but I think it's worth it since I could wake up at around nine if I wanted to be at ABS at around 10:30.  Plus, I'm not really fond of riding the LRT/MRT especially when there are a bajillion people.  It's okay if it's not rush-hour, there are actually decent seats!)
  • People have only liked me cause of my looks.
  • I’ve been used a lot.
  • I’ve gone on a blind date.
  • I’ve used someone else.
  • I’ve broken someone’s heart.
  • I miss someone right now.  (Friends!  Haven't seen a different soul since June 01!)
  • I know someone who has committed suicide.
  • I have a fear of abandonment.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
  • I’ve had a crush on a teacher. (Sir Zaraspe.)
  • I am a cuddler.
  • I’ve kissed a boy.
  • I’ve kissed a girl.
  • I’ve kissed more than one girl.
  • I’ve been kissed in the rain.
  • I’ve hugged a stranger.  (BY ACCIDENT OKAAAAAY.  I thought she was someone else hahahaha!)
  • I have kissed a stranger.
  • I’ve been called a slut. (As a joke!  Band-slut and Claret slut (inside joke) (Lul) nga diba? HAHAHAHAHA!)
  • I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve snuck out of my house.
  • I am keeping a secret from the world.
  • I’ve cheated on a test. 
  • I’ve been suspended from school.
  • I’ve witnessed a crime.
  • I’ve had people who wanted to bash me. 
  • I’ve been arrested.
  • I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol.
  • I regularly smoke cigarettes. ** (Five months clean, bitches!)
  • I’ve tried smoking cigarettes. 
  • I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
  • I’ve eaten shrooms.
  • I’ve popped E.
  • I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
  • I’ve done hard drugs.
  • I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.  ('Cause I don't like swallowing them one by one especially when they're really tiny and shit.)
  • I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression.
  • I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
  • I shut others out when I’m depressed.  (Always!  My close friends know that when I have, like, real deep-shit problems, I want to be alone and stuff.  I don't like being with people.)
  • I take anti-depressants.
  • I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
  • I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
  • I’ve woken up crying.  (Awful, awful, awful dream!)
  • I’m afraid of dying.  (Who isn't?  Although, when I'm having a bad week.. or month.. or year, I often ask God to just kill me and stuff hahahaahaha!)
  • I hate funerals.
  • I miss someone who I know isn’t coming back.  (My super awesome and super duper cute grandfather!)
  • I’ve seen someone dying.
  • Someone close to me has committed suicide.
  • I’ve planned my own suicide.
  • I’ve attempted suicide.  (But in a really shitty way so it didn't really work.)
  • I’ve written a eulogy for myself.  (It's gonna be legen-wait for it- darrrrry!!!!  The pope will wish I wrote one for him!)
  • I own an iPod or MP3 player.  (Ipe's been with me since I was a junior in HS.  He's turning six this coming October!)
  • I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.  (Who doesn't?)

 This is actually kind of fun!  I want to answer more!

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