Really. I think I do deserve to be called a "Loser." Really. God. I've realized how much I SUCK. There's no point in denying it anymore. Fine. I suuuuck.
Yesterday, the only thing that made me smile was Ampy's Shakey's galore and Sandra's McFlurry. Hahaha. Plus, yeah, Jodie, Ampy, Mackee, and Sandra. At least they made me forget that I failed in the ACET. :|
When I got home, I went OL for a couple of minutes then I logged out because I feel like crying. Haha. It's super depressing. You won't get me. You won't. You won't experience the feeling of being a LOOOOSER. You won't feel suicidal because you all passed in your dream schools. What's there to feel sorry about? You're lucky.
I swear. My future's bleak. I can't find any reason to smile anymore. Really. This is as depressing as the time when I cried in Odessa's house because of.. Well, you know.
My eyes are puffy. My throat hurts. I feel.. pathetic. Seriously.
My parents are trying their best to make me smile. They're making me go with them to the mall and watch Bedtime Stories with them. I think it's sweet. Still, that wouldn't change the fact that I failed.
I'm watching my dream school float away. :( Gawd. I so hate myself.
Yesterday, the only thing that made me smile was Ampy's Shakey's galore and Sandra's McFlurry. Hahaha. Plus, yeah, Jodie, Ampy, Mackee, and Sandra. At least they made me forget that I failed in the ACET. :|
When I got home, I went OL for a couple of minutes then I logged out because I feel like crying. Haha. It's super depressing. You won't get me. You won't. You won't experience the feeling of being a LOOOOSER. You won't feel suicidal because you all passed in your dream schools. What's there to feel sorry about? You're lucky.
I swear. My future's bleak. I can't find any reason to smile anymore. Really. This is as depressing as the time when I cried in Odessa's house because of.. Well, you know.
My eyes are puffy. My throat hurts. I feel.. pathetic. Seriously.
My parents are trying their best to make me smile. They're making me go with them to the mall and watch Bedtime Stories with them. I think it's sweet. Still, that wouldn't change the fact that I failed.
I'm watching my dream school float away. :( Gawd. I so hate myself.
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