You know what, I just realized that I'm no longer sad -- God, I'm MAD. I swear. I'm furious. I'm irritated. I'm ANGRY.
I took the blame for everything. And now, I think I should stop. Really. I'm so sick of saying "Sorry." I'm so sick of pretending everything's a hell lot better when.. Ok, stop. Anyway, YEAH. FINALLY it dawned on me that I am SICK of SAYING that EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT.
I'm angry. And, there's no stopping me from getting infuriated.
I would stop feeling sorry for myself. I would stop blaming myself when everything's not working out. I would stop looking at you like you're some kind of god. I would STOP. Period.
Ok, let's focus on the people who loves me and cares for me and thinks that I'm a bright little ray of never fading sunshine. Really.
Who cares if the whole world thinks I'm a psycho? Who cares if some freaks think I'm bullshitting everything? I have my friends. I have some people who, I think, loves me. I have IV1. What's more to ask?
So, goodbye freakshit. Let's really get this OVER with. I'm DONE. Hopefully, for GOOD.
SONG: THIS IS ULTRA GAAAAAY. =)) M2M's Don't Say You Love Me. =))
I took the blame for everything. And now, I think I should stop. Really. I'm so sick of saying "Sorry." I'm so sick of pretending everything's a hell lot better when.. Ok, stop. Anyway, YEAH. FINALLY it dawned on me that I am SICK of SAYING that EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT.
I'm angry. And, there's no stopping me from getting infuriated.
I would stop feeling sorry for myself. I would stop blaming myself when everything's not working out. I would stop looking at you like you're some kind of god. I would STOP. Period.
Ok, let's focus on the people who loves me and cares for me and thinks that I'm a bright little ray of never fading sunshine. Really.
Who cares if the whole world thinks I'm a psycho? Who cares if some freaks think I'm bullshitting everything? I have my friends. I have some people who, I think, loves me. I have IV1. What's more to ask?
So, goodbye freakshit. Let's really get this OVER with. I'm DONE. Hopefully, for GOOD.
SONG: THIS IS ULTRA GAAAAAY. =)) M2M's Don't Say You Love Me. =))
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